writing, reading is the least in my mind right now.

ape susah sgt nak kawen ni oi!!


penat. @_@

tekan-push

peer pressure kadang2 menakutkan.
boleh buat kita lakukan perkara luar dari norma.
pedulik!

p = ρgh

lagi tggi kedudukan kita, lagi tggi tekanan.

jadinya, kte kena sentiasa cuba untuk mengurang kan ketinggian.

konklusinya, jgn pakai heels lagi???

bukan lagu britney

sometimes
its not the noise that disturb us
but the silence
sometimes
its not that things couldn't wait
but everything has already be seen and said
sometimes
what you dislike
is the best for you
sometimes
it is best to keep it to yourself
rather than letting it all go
sometimes
it is best to be self-reliance
rather depending on someone

and i did say SOMETIME not EVERYTIME!
it might not be THIS TIME but it will be ONE TIME!


WTH, im leaving.

super duper

i have this assignments where i need to create a super hero that has an oriental origin.
im not in favor of drawing human being, as a colleague said to me that i'm like Hitler, who prefer to draw scenery and buildings. my first attempt of the super heroes ended up looking like an old lady ( i wanted to draw a princess owhkay!lol) nak wacom tablet!!!
i wonder to myself what super power would i like to have?
the ability to fly and mind reading
i suppose anyone who knew me would prolly be rolling their eyes when i write flying.
typical mushy kan. what you see is what you get bebeh!
besides helping helpless people i would used my flying ability to visits all the UNESCO heritage sites. then, and i need to bring my passport along in case the emigration caught me with their high speed jet!( skema tu tak tahan)
mind reading ability is more to personal used.=P
its to avoid ppl lying to me. ye saya sgt lurus.-__-"
but i can still use it when i'm helping my friends doing their retail therapy. So they would not get cheated on with all the sales. ( ade jugak bab shopping2)
and 1 more thing, my super hero tag line would be ' i can make you fly bebeh' or ' you don't have to say a thing'

lalalallala

how i wish to have those ability! Then I can say bye bye bye ( nyanyi lagu N'sync pun takpe) to Air Asia!
I'm not alone.at least ade geng. R.Kelly pun nak terbang gak!

I wish I can fly,

and I wish I can touch the sky,

LOL!

jadi mary poppins pun ok je!

this grumpy feeling really gets the work done. i just finished vacumming, doing the laundry, baking, cleaning. fuhh.. when u hv two lil brother, they really made u like a maid. manja x hengat.
anyway my choc cake taste like one.haha. havent lost the touch yet.
now, i just left to iron the clothes, shower, n pray.
gigih seyh.

i like the work done when im grumpy but i hate that the work can only be done only when im grumpy.

a grumpy hungry person gets the work done in an angry way.

food crave

its instant noodle for lunch and dinner. not a good diet, i know. couldn't be bother with it now. i am so going to have a big breakfast tomorrow. Nabilah, x payah dengki ngan mushy. kurus x sht x best.hahaha. lapar la. hish.
this is a hungry post. my mood is inversely proportion with the content in my stomach.
i wish to eat pancakes with maple syrup.

mom asked to bake. its been a while since i bake 1. i turned the cooking mode off for now.

skrg dah lain dah. tapi ada perkara tetap sama.

p/s: its not that i dont want to but its not worth the effort to even try. i prefer sleep.

patah kopi

my caffeine consumption increased to 3 cups a day. 2 cups a day is a normal daily consumption where doing so can reduce of having Parkinson disease for 15%, decrease the chances of having heart attack, increase metabolism thus maintain an ideal weight ( ni saya ske la). But as for me, the number of cups is proportionate to the rate of stress. when too much gives a reverse effect and when not having it at all will makes me grumpy all day. sangat sucker dgn caffeine. The Germans said, coffee and love are best serve when they are hot, the Dutch wants their man to be like coffee, hot, sweet and strong. And, behind every successful woman is a substantial amount of coffee (this is quite true in my circumstances ) and I do wonder if the Lipton employees take coffee break.
( kesian plak klu xde kan).

supposedly i want to write about something else, ended up writing crap about my caffeine freak plak.
whatever it is i'm going to make my 3rd cup of coffee.

hangover

belum cukup jahat untuk hidup
belum cukup baik untuk mati
tapi masih sempat tidur dan bermimpi

i need drugs

serius sakit.. klu x sakit xde la nak merengek. plg sedey nak bgn pagi tadi, ade blood stain kat mulut, mcm kena tumbuk ngan mafia sampai darah pastu pengsan.. tp terbayang plak dlm muvi zombieland.. habis bantal feveret ade blood stain..bgn dgn migrain sebelah kepala.hish. semlm mc pun dah ade kontroversi. sape suruh mc tp still aktif berfesbuk.. masalah ade hp bleyh on9..bluekk..padan muka...
lg satu plg sedih nak mkn roti kn kulum kat mulut baru telan.. sedey gle.. roti yg 5 minit bleyh habis, kn amik 20 minit..lps tu berangan nak mkn hotdog 1901( mcm ugly truth..eh tak2..errr)menyesal nye tak melantak sebelum cabut gigi..haih
skrg kat ofis menahan sakit. tp x leh luah sbb mulut bau darah.=(

disgusting ain't it? i agree too.

marked

i'm not good at remembering numbers, but i have to remember today's date. studies said if you do thing for 40 times it'll become a habit. SO,

30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,

ok! ingat dah!

possessless

i just realized that my room is the only room that never been locked whenever i'm not home. i guess there is nothing priceless inside it. ( iya aku nggak ada apa2). Not like any other rooms has a lot in it. eh no. wait. the master bedroom must have a lot of treasures.. what am i saying..oh yeah. exceptional case.but anyhow, i thought of changing the lock whatsoever, but it just doesnt seem necessary, not now anyway.or i prolly just don't have anything to hide. except for my scorpion that i haven't fed for a month underneath my bed. i do have a secret. i believe a secret is not meant to be told. once you tell a person, therefore it is not a secret anymore. ( ak mmg kedekut..bluekkk) hmm..what the heck.. nothing last forever. same goes to the thing i posses. sometimes i got tired when i have to protect what is mine. ok i should stop. now i felt like a pathetic person who owns nothing.

eh kejap.

i do own one thing. my thought.

A man's real possession is his memory. In nothing else is he rich, in nothing else is he poor.

bolehlah tu..

sepatwo

let's blog

ok!but about what?

trash?

nice topic! good one.

(monologues)

a friend suggested that i blog about shoes. my current obsession. not really current. it always be one. I'll give it a thought. shoes+ architecture. ever came across my writings that is about architecture?. kannnn. but i do wish that most shopping complexes have anti slip tiling. i know the sparkling n shining floor give an extra posh to the space, but it make it hard for me to walk in my 4 inch. There was this incident, i almost slip while rushing up the escalator. dah hilang dah macho time tu. daym. since everyone is going green now, why don't people design a shopping complexes that uses grass instead of tiles. an internal turfing. i imagine it'll be like a Fernleaf milk advertisement. well, its just a thought. haha

My December target. lalalalal.
but this one xde unsur senibina. cant think of 1.

obsessive compulsive

Never ever said in a boastful way ' i'm not going to turn like your grandma'
because soon your children will finds that you and your grandma are a like.
period.
seriously.

from one thing to another

i was turn on by his offer
what can a girl do
its so tempting to pass it out
good gracious!
why cant I stop the urge
boy u totally know my weakness
is it a bless
or a curse?

same goes to you zu!
hish!

i hate to hate

i hates when i hated something. because i tried so hard not to hate. because when you hate, the things you hate will come at you.Than you become more hate about it that you used too. Because the mind is like a very powerful magnet. It attracts whats the mind is thinking. whether the thinking is good or bad. so, being a woman, naturally who likes to worry and thinks so ridiculously until when you gain conscious you went- ' why on earth did i ever thought like that', I can't help being overly thought and a control freak. The practice of positive thinking does work, sometimes i just hate when there is doubts being trigger into my heart. I'm still learning on how to murder those doubts. sometimes it works sometimes i flunk. just bare in mind not to use the word hate. seriously, you'll hate it.

p/s: i shouldn't swear when i said i hate smoke..

mistaken identity

i think i should make a record on how many people who called me yuna while walking on the the street. its not amusing at all. seriously, yuna is making lots of money with her music and ppl aren't likely to saw her on the lrt. come on. no wonder ppl sometimes gave me a second look everytime they saw my face. i sing like a frog and so noob with music instruments. you got the wrong person.sorry.

4 inch no less than that

i'm soooo addicted to heels.. i know i'm going to make the podiatrist out there rich and shoes company richer, but i cant get rid of the addictiveness. there was one time when i walk the whole day wearing 4 inch heels and end up walking with flat slippers 2 straight days.. moms said my feet looks so man with the blood vessels sticking out like wires... ' takpa mama beauty is pain and this pain is categorize as the one i enjoy'hahhaah... i already have a space that i can store all my shoes collection but now the shoes starts spilling out..sue me plz.



oh god.. i havent had this kind yet...ooooo....*wink*wink

Image by Darwin Bell via Flickr

p/s: wearing heels make me stand as tall as him... tp time berjalan takde la selaju...berdarah wey...

puasa puasa...

its already noon. there is something smells like curry here. it made me thinks about the murtabak at pantai dalam bazar..*sigh. shamini must be having her home made lunch. nyum nyum...

*smack..

puasa oi..

world is full of abundance

kalau tgh marah mesti lapar kan
skrg tgh lapar
tp tgh nak diet
kesimpulannya, marah adalah tips utk kurus.
ye betul.

sgt perempuan

perempuan dalam skop yg lebey kecil saya.ye saya perempuan berkromosom XX. walaupun dulu nenek selalu cerita saya ganeh mcm jantan masa kecil, dia sendiri terkejut tgk saya membesar menjadi perempuan yg lulus mengikut ciri yg dikehendaki. memori yg saya jadi ganas tu mmg agak kurang, tapi yg masih ingat rakan-rakan keganasan saya semmgnya rmi lelaki.. smpi satu famili kenen2 kan saya dgn anak jiran sebelah sbb saya selalu main badminton dgn die setiap ptg..

ye. budak lelaki berambut sprt org asli penan dan gigi rongak di dpn..hohohohoho...tp ketika itu mmg la nmpk chomel kiut miut....tp serius tak tergoda pun....maaf..next!
ok kembali kpd topik asal.

jap2. topik die sbnrnya adalah perempuan dan shopping.

mmg dah menjadi kewajipan setiap bulan kena pegi shopping. mmg rutin bulanan ketika paycheck smpi.. pernah la sy membuat eksperimen kpd diri sendiri secara tak langsung dgn membeli stok2 kasut selama sethn ( ye sethn ye kwn2..cubalah agak brp pasang) disebabkan ada sale yg agak gle.tp sbnrnya klu sale mmg jadi agak gle sedikit... sbb murah bli bnyk tp utk sedapkan hati je ckp utk kegunaan time raya la or utk stok sethn...skrg alasan raya sgt kuat digunakan utk shopping ok!!!.. hahahha..alasan semata-mata. ye.. tetapi ketika membuat rutin membeli-belah tingkap, pada waktu biasa, mmg akan ter'beli' pnye kasut apabila ade yg berkenan di hati dan rase berbaloi.. oh tidak... saya mmg pembeli secara impulse..nak kn betul impuls ni.. kn murder this bad impulses..
jadi, secara konklusinya, jgn membeli brg sekali bnyk.. beli sepasang setiap bln..ok...baru puas..

dan satu fakta yg menarik...

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.

p/s: rase nye kn ade cabinet kasut sndiri dlm bilik utk sorok stok2 kasut yg ade..bwh katil dah penuh..haih...