Thursday, April 30, 2009

to be or not to be is the question

i told my sister that what if someone told me that i'm a bitch?
and then she made this horrific face in disbelieved
' ko bitch??!! hahhahahah'
'tak langsung'
yeah. i thought so too.
or might be, I become one w/o realizing it?
but some ppl wouldn't mind being call a bitch
because bitch now is consider somewhat a term for women who had power and in control
theres even a book 'Why men marry Bitches'-sherry argov
I never read read that book though
nah.. i don't think this world need more bitches than its already have
but ppl said to be a good architect u need to be somewhat bitchy in order to stand up for yourself
i don't know..
whats your verdict?

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

membesar dan melebar

a saying, growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional.


i grew up but not fully

though i reluctant to do so.

who want to leave being carefree with no responsibility

where you don't need to care about the world issues?

but its harder when got u stuck in the middle.

with face old enough to become a parent

but still behave like a child

calling mummy to solve little problems.

don't go against the nature

go with the flow

its best for the soul

but growing up is never easy.

You hold on to things that were.

You wonder what's to come.

But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been,

and look ahead to what would be.

Other days.

New days.

Days to come.

The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older.

We just had to forgive ourselves... for growing up.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

How to be a good friend to all

don't expect anything from friend

be a good guider to your friend

be a good brother or sister

"Thy friendship oft has made my heart to ache: do be my enemy for friendship's sake."
- William Blake, sent in by Lauren



"For the world economy to recover, you need the U.S. to recover."~Olivier Blanchard

now I think it should be:

"For the world economy to recover, you need the U.S. to recover from the swine flu"

Monday, April 27, 2009

cabaran layang-layang


Friday, April 24, 2009

A tips

my sister said, if she hates me and want to seek revenge of me, she'll become the bitch in disguise pretending to be nice to me and always take me out to eat all the fatty food that is very tempting. She will actually paid for all the food for me so that i'll eat for free and happily until i got fat! So, hypothetically, when i got fat there is no attraction of sort of and soon i'll become a loser. So, the bitch in disguise would really won the trophy.

gle hebat teori adik aku nih..
nak2 die mmg th kelemahan aku..

it always food... free food to be exact...

y there is no 31st April?

because they don't want people buying Baskin Robin every month on the 31st.


who is they?

prolly the big taukey of Baskin Robin

bad bad robin..

your ice cream make people fat.

there is someone out there who willing to eat a lot of strawberries just to smell like 1...

tak paham betul manusia ni...

dah la strawberry mahal, kalau duk dekat UK pun still mahal jugak...

minyak wangi body shop kan ade?

Thursday, April 23, 2009

recession-proof job

one of the job that always and in my opinion will always be recession-proof is businesses include those related to death.ooookkk!!

i want to be an undertaker.


y does every time i came across the word undertaker, it always sound like the one in WWE!

but no.. i don't want to be THAT undertaker...


it was sincere
never doubt it.
it is normal to have conflicts,
some bitchiness,
but all of it
is neutralize under the name
of friendship.
but when you actually know,
the truth that it is no longer
what you think it is,
feeling frustrated,
a lil' depress.
but those feeling doesn't really matter
the problem arise is
how do you want to be sincere

p/s: aku pun konfius sbnrnya...haih...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

feeling is not facts

that is why whenever i feels low or a sudden stress, I'll go for a retail therapy and I bought a book which is mostly a self-help book that actually helps me to see the good side of everything. Eventhough u had read hundreds of book of motivational book of sorta, it does not means that you'll be motivated d all the time. Yes, though it is frustrating to admit, we need to be constantly motivated. sbb manusia ni cpt lupa...*sigh... So, i always felt reading the same book twice is kinda wasting because theres a lot of books out there that need to be read. Baik beli buku baru..rite? So, being so kedekut on books kadang2, I always compare them with the thickness and price to see wether it is worth it. Mcm beli baju kalau nak beli buku murah n bnyk beli la dekat paylessbook... dekat situ mmg la tak rase membazir n rase sgt pemurah nak bagi taukey kedai tu kaya cepat...hahhahah.. anyway, this past few days was kinda depressing sorta lakan, so I bought myself a book about how to face depression.. boleh tak? at first, i was skeptical thinking aku xdela gle sgt smpi nak kn bace buku2 ni... But actually its kinda helping and its suitable for everyone. bak kate pendeta zen, kalau otak kte dah tepu dgn all sorta of thinking yg kata, i'd already know this and that, mmg la ilmu ape2 yg blaja x dpt masuk.. air yg penuh dlm cawan, masukkan air pun takkan kesimpulannya, kalau nak menuntut ilmu, otak kn kosong kay!! ( bila pulak la pendeta zen tu reti ckp melayu) bgs jugak translation aku nih..hahhah

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

stop at red.

if only the red sign existed in our daily life routine.
not only on the road.
like for instance when we over do something too much.
the red light will appear ' alert mursyidah you are going overboard'!!
yeah.. so like everyone is living in wasatiah aka moderately.
yellow= prepare to end what your are doing
red= stop it!
green= now go.

I found something on the net about handling tough times.... mohon kebenaran ye En. Gabby, saya pinjam article anda!!

How to Stay Motivated During Tough Times

Be more determined than ever because of your rejections. Your rejections will make your stronger, and this will give you every reason to work harder.

Read motivational quotes. By doing this, the inspirational quotes are embedded in your mind.

Watch an inspirational movie. This will inspire you to take matters into your own hands and do what you have to do.

Talk to other successful people. By hearing their experiences, you will be surprised to know that they went through the same experiences you are going through.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

life saver

you know what can save lives?

the truth.

it can save others as well as you.

so, admit your mistake.

say no lie.

no matter how white it is.


some people are color blind.

if you tell the truth,

you don't have to remember anything


you never find yourself until you face the truth

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

hypothetically speaking

putting your work before your health what define a person to be workaholic. though workaholic is used to term a person devotion in their career, neglecting one's health because of one's workload is a misguided thought.and I'm not a good example.


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Out of words to write, so i'm back to the tagging world. this one is from Azrin.

1. Adakah anda suka blogging? Kenapa?

Mestila saya suka. Sebab kadang2 rasa x sempat nak bercerita tentang semua org tentang perkara yg sama.Plus, kalau bercerita dgn kata2 interpretasinya berbeza berbanding dgn kata-kata melalui tulisan. So, blogging is much safer. Adakala, sesetengah perkara x dpt diucap dgn kata-kata tp melalui tulisan. bak kata pepatah, mata pena itu lebih tajam dari mata pedang! ( ayat mcm betul2 kn interview)

2. Blog siapa yg anda selalu skodeng? Nyatakan 5 (buat masa ini)

saya mmg suka stalker blog org.
fav blog yg saya selalu stalk:- rahsia dowh..kalau bgth x stalker la namanye tuh..aparaaaa...

3. Adakah anda menginginkan seseorang dalam hidup anda ? Yang boleh menyayangi anda sepenuh hati ? dan Siapakah org itu ?

ske2 hati je nak tny..wakakakk... i dont rite bout personal stuff.. just personal thought..

4. Taken or single? Mana lebih bagus?

2-2 ade baik/buruk nye. tp klu nak ikut fitrah manusia, berpasangan la! kalau nak pahala ibadat berganda, hati tenang, berpasangan secara halal tu yg bgs...

5. Pernah tak cinta anda tidak di balas?

tak..its always a mutual agreement.

6. Ciri2 idaman suami/isteri anda? Nyatakan 5

mak kata beriman je cukup.. x yah pk lebih2.

7. Pada umur berapakah anda merancang untuk berkahwin?

mana la aku th..adakah anda th jwpnnya?

8. Nak berapa anak?

sebeberapa rezeki yg ade.

9. Lucky person yg anda ingin tag:

the super lucky five are... nahwal, oda, yatie, mel,husna

and to you guys out there who are feeling lucky, you're tagged too!

i dont know

it is so obvious
no matter how it is being covered
women eyes are created whereby the view is wider than men
but am not going to make fuss of it
its a natural cause
if its not because of the unstable hormones
i would prolly laugh out loud
but the bitchiness is trying to get out
dont try to provoke
or i'll jump
Walaupun adakala rasa mcm sampah, paling tidak kita berada dalam tong sampah di atas Eiffle tower ni.

Monday, April 13, 2009


psycho betul bace buku pasal Jew nih...

Anugerah Peminat Artis Paling Teruk 2008 jatuh kepada.......

Mursyidah Ismail

thank you notes: i would like to thank Allah swt because giving me the will for not being to obsess with the entertainment industry. To my mom who always made me listen to every morning though i learned to listen to everything as i grew but still i always keep it in moderation. and yeah to malaysian artiste i do appreciate your talent and all, is just that, i'm just a fan that does no benefit to your popularity.

sekian, terima kasih!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

rhetorika politika

new york time, herald tribune and others newspaper around the world: 'we are going down the recession ppl!!!be prepared!'

Utusan, berita harian, and all malaysians local paper: 'we would not be much affected by the recession. so people, keep on spending!!!'

and now,we can see a lot of people loses their job AND all the megamall full of people going for a shopping spree.

those who lost their job just realized how bad the recession is and those who went for shopping spree is the 1 who doesn't

use your imagination

but still there are 2 things i'm trying to imagine myself doing:- teaching, the person who always talk when she herself realized that no one was actually listening. yes. teacher. yes i know its a noble job blah blah blah... its just that me, being a teacher, it would prolly be like 'Teaching Mrs. Tingle'.. tak mau la... Second, being in the entertainment industry as in a sume suggestion dari rakan sebaya. . suruh pergi audition ni la tula.. this 1 is kinda weird. me in in the glam world. lara sgt tuh.. ok2.. snap!!! but who knows what the future holds for me aite? amik archi pun cam kabut je skrg.. just being open and grab any opportunities that are in front of me..


pyramid inversee, musee louvre

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Live it to the fullest

Monday, April 6, 2009

Lady Gagagagagagaggaji

the month of April is a month of all work and no play. sigh*. where there is no public holiday 2 enjoy. again sigh*. BUT, its a also month of celebration. my best friend are getting engage, a couple of birthday to celebrate, and of course, a month to reconcile the debts..hahahhaha. in need recheck the annual budget one more time..

camera, action, GO!!

beach at the east coast

To be capable of steady friendship or lasting love, are the two greatest proofs, not only of goodness of heart, but of strength of mind.
William Hazlitt

Friday, April 3, 2009

Just in time

Thursday, April 2, 2009

The purpose of man is in action not thought.

so, just do it!

sunset at Kuta Beach, Bali

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

cry baby

no, i'm not a cry baby. in fact i hardly cry in front of ppl. i hardly cry myself. but still, i do get a bit teary watching sappy movies though. seriously, i dont really like to cry. i do have friends who always got tears whenever she ( of course its a she..duh huh) feels sad. i'm amazed of how she can easily cry like dat..might be the ego inside of me that made it hard for me to cry, but i blame the the way i've been taught in life. all i can remember the times that i cried so hard that make not my eyes but my whole face swollen only occured like 4-5 times. skit gle kan...
but i'd soften a bit this couple of years. now i dont pretend2 anymore..sort of la kot..boleh la tangkap leleh tgk cite yg sedih2 ni.. its not wrong to cry.. its a relief infact.. so marilah kita nangis ramai2..hahhahaha

not a fan of an arse licker myself


yeap.. y do we need be an arse licker if we cannot lick our own arse? see, being an arse licker is a lose-lose situation. the arse licker will had to try so hard to lick someone arse who in the end might prolly realise that their arse is being lick and will automatically kick the other person arse. arse licker meet the arse kicker.. yeap.. nice one..

though, i felt like shitty sometimes when someone who i cant seem to have the liking towards of is sincerely being nice to me, and i cannot finds any evidence that showed that the person is an arse licker. it put myself in a situation of being an oscar winning actress by pretending to being nice when the thought that i can't stand that person being attitude. its nothing wrong but its just not my type. it just doesn't clique.. but i'm just being nice not an arse licker because i'm not expecting any return..