Wednesday, December 31, 2008

lovely rosie n master G got engaged!!

after she announced about their engagement, i determine myself to go to see their historical moments. though at the very last minutes the determination almost fade out, but at the eleventh hour, theres light at the end of the tunnel. so, thankful to the ppl who involved. it was very unique as ppl from the East, the engagement slightly differ from the West. anyhow, congrats to the engage couple and hopefully they will end up on the pelamin fast!!!

Beach-ing myself


making out with the beaches
was fun
the East was sandy white
the West was a tone less
but both gives a wonderfool experience

though am not that patriotic
but i love my country
even there is a much better place in contrary

theres lot to see and places to go
don't wait till you are old
p/s: auntie: ske beno ekk berjalan

me: biasela. time single-mingle ni la nak jln2, dah berdriver n trailer sat g kang, x leh nak
grk langsung..duit bleyh cari tapi peluang utk buat perkara yg kte ske x dtg bergolek..
ade peluang je, grab it bebeh!!!

auntie: ya betul!!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008


its not the pain
you felt after gotten cane
its not the cry
you get after watching the hero's die
its not the temper
you would throw at your family member
it is deep
like a gap in the sea
where you cant see the depth that crept
and sometimes it bother
and you can't help but in need of a shoulder
to let it all out
like a rain drop out of a big cloud

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

tagging bagging

Tagged by husna

answer this bunch of question based on the opposite gender. no family members is allowed.

What is the relationship of you and him?

kenapa kena him..x boleh2....nnt bias....don't let me choose..tidak!!!!

Your 5 impressions towards him
*I'll keep this when its time

The most memorable things he had done for you


The most memorable things he have said to you

*might be those 3 words kot

If he becomes your enemy, you will...
*move on je la

If he becomes your enemy, the reason is...
*cheating kot

The most desirable thing to do on him is...

*I'll also wanna keep it when its time

The overall impression of him?

*mestila hatinya kan??

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
*the news paper headlines kot...

The character of you for yourself is...

*saya tak hot tapi cool...hhahaha

The character you hate of yourself is...
* temper n shopaholic

The most ideal person that you want to be is...
*beriman.full stop.

For the people who care about and like you, say something about them. *thank you!

10 people to tag (in random order)
1. mels

2. azrin

3. oda
4. zal
5. yatie
6. min

7. jaz

8. nawal
9. syuk
10. khas

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

i have no idea

Is no. 3 a male or a female?


What is no. 1 studying about?

mathematic..geliga punye otak!!

Is no. 4 single?

yes..and available tau...

Who is no. 5?
archi mate!!

Say something about no. 6?
shes hot..need i say more..

q's utk no lain nth kemana nth...

muka buku -ku!!

Mursyidah Ismail's Facebook profile

I've Been Tagged By anarauda

List these rules on your blog.

Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog
Tell 7 unspectacular quirks on yours.
Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
Link the person who tag you.
Leave a comment for each blogger.

Since Raudhah is the first person who tag me, i'll do her tagger trivia.

This are the factual facts about me.

one. i'm an XX chromosome female gene
two. therefore, i act,dress, think like one. act typically women with mind of her own.
three. a must go place at the mall is the bookstore.currently reading sociology,
phsychology, fiction, non-fiction genres.
four. and of course, i like shopping. i'll go for something that is affordable and not an
eye-cather.normal it is.
five.used to follow the music scene but not anymore, i just listen to everything
follow moderately.
six. can be nice, ignorance but hardly a bitch (ssh dowh)
seven. have thought of becoming a phsychologist, anchorwomen...hhahaha

the tagging ends here.
ignored the last 3 rules.

Monday, December 22, 2008

my 1 day out with friends and family at all over the place

tu la kan..rase macam nak plan jumpe semua orang dan nak pergi ke semua tempat..
plannya adalah pergi dgn family (cousins n sis) tapi balik dgn besties.. jadinya, buat semua dan jumpe semua dalam satu masa..gile multitasker beb..hahha


Friday, December 19, 2008

pieces of peace

i'm pissed
because i'm still at the office
trying to make sense of this project piece
if only i can have a minute of peace
it would be a bliss
that i feel like giving everyone a kiss

and i can stop doing rhymes like this!!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

different people, different view but ought to the same faith

I like what these people had done in documenting different views of how different women perceive the wearing of hijjab to cover their aurat. This documentary does not judge to which views is correct but it just shows the different people with their own view and thought.their opinion and thought can actually show how their characteristic is like. just look how they where their hijjabs. which character do you fit in??soalan retorik yang tak memerlukan jawapan.

a nice one.

'salam n morning ya'll...

i had fun at dinner last night. now i know why i felt dreadful for the past few weeks. because i haven't been hanging out to see my friends for a while. I'm glad to those familiar faces again. kenapa ye aku rase cam hampeh.oh ye. because of the 2.8 million x 70 housing projects. plus, personal matter that keep me at home sleeping the problems away. but still it stays. tapi x pe.past is past. yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift and i'm going to enjoy my gift.

good day.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

gay gaze

i realized malaysia got lots of gays...hahahah
this happen after i watched the play about a mother who had a gay son and guess what?? the final show was a full house of gays!!! hahah..u can actually notice when they laugh at certain jokes that straight people don't understand..i was like..'hmm ..why are they laughing huh??'
then this week, at alamanda i noticed the same type of men doing shopping..
never really intended to notice but gay can be detected easily if you do a careful observation.
here is how:
·Mostly too much expresses his feelings;
·Too much touches himself and the other people;
·There is something strange with their walking;
·All the homosexuals are grooming their appearance only it depends on the image they have created in their minds woman or man they are feeling inside themselves more;
·Usually depilate their bodies, moisturize their skin, use self-tan cream and other cosmetics;
·Very concerned with their lips and hair protection and care;
·Vulnerable and sensitive. Especially concerned with their health.

you can compare straight men behavior such from your brother or dad which you are confirm that they are normal. and they are men which their characteristic fall in the X dominant gene which made them act a little sissy but gay fall in between these two types.

anyhow, now i don't blame women for being a spinster...women are not your only too can become a bitch..

Sunday, December 14, 2008

orang tua berambut merah

they said if
someone does not enjoy getting old
they are very unhappy in their life
its very undeniable
because i am currently feeling the same
i prolly blame all the politic books
the book about todays society, people and politics
the phsychology books
for turning my brain in to a 80 years old lady
i can no longer talks about the latest hot gossip
nor tell whats hip and whats not
when inside my brain the neurons keep on transmitting
the fact about the world issues:
'another bomb attack'
'global warming'
'thomas edison lamp is banned'
i wonder is this the mid-quater life crisis??
the feeling of too young to be old....
my hair is falling...
let 2009 come fast!!
i hate being 22....

Friday, December 12, 2008

hati mati

orang kata tempat tu lawa nak mati
lawa ke mati??
penat keringat bayar bagai nak mati
asbab terpedaya kata-kata orang
kata lawa nak mati
akhirnya mati
mereka mati
impian mati
mati di melawati
akibat manusia yang ingat
nak kaya sampai mati

jalan hidup tak semestinya jalan mati

diluah mati mak
ditelan mati bapak
ditelan kemudian luah
sendiri mati
di luah kemudian nak di telan semula
apa-apa pun samada
ditelan, diluah, ditelan-luah atau diluah- telan
salah satu mesti di buat
jika di serahkan pada takdir
kalau itulah takdirnya
macam mana?
tu la siapa suruh hidup
mestila tuhan bukan?
kalau macam tu
buatlah keputusan!!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

if its aren't the highway nor my way, what is it then...

'salam ya'll...

its been a constant hectic and tonnes of workload through out the month of November and 'till now
it does not seem to stop...The eid'l adha was spent with eat, sleep, woke up, eat again then sleep again... must be those lamb chop and briyanis...supposedly the blood type B group should make lamb, mutton or anything that came from an animal that bleats their diets. Its sounds weird but after I'd done some studies and googling, most studies done said the same things. But i tried to eat lamb/mutton but to make it as a daily diet i surrender. i always imagine the tonnes of fat and colestrol everytime i wanted to consume it. i think lamb meat is delecious but only to be eaten in a small amount.. klu x, hari basi je..i just remember secret recipe has a lamb stew on its menu..i wonder how does it taste like..leceh la nak mkn time tu..huru hara..kang grafu nth ke mana, sudu nth not the dainty like...i like trying out new foods. but it needs to be done in a group or duo the min...u need to have someone to be the second helping on your dishes rite...baru best..feels like eating again after lunch..the pre-period syndrome kot...

Saturday, December 6, 2008

if u want things to change, u have 2 change... but how is the question?

if they treated me like a kid
might else well i become a kid
if they keep on pushing me
might else well i'll become a drug pusher
if they keep on bugging me
might else well i'll become a real bug
if they keep on invaded my privacy
might else well i'll be naked
they said patient is virtue
why don't they just turn themselve into a statue
therefore you should become
a naked statue of a kid who is a drug pusher and has a face of a bug!!!!

yeah rite...

Friday, December 5, 2008

just to update about my work load


kadang-kadang saya juga jual ikan

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

There was time i feel like I am right
and they are wrong
Even if i did prove that they are wrong
the feeling I felt is the same
even if I am proven wrong

If I proved them wrong
my ego reached the peak
and they who were wrong
sunk at the bottom
and then
i would felt like shitty
because i had made
their ego crash like humty dumty 's ending
they are the people i care

then the lesson learned
don't argue about things that would do
no good to both parties
it'll save you and them

p/s: kadang-kadang tu jual ikan tapi tak laku pun..sbb ikan busuk..

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Si pungguk, Bulan dan Kita

kalau si pungguk buta
masih bolehkah ia rindukan bulan
mahupun mengimpikan bulan jatuh ke riba

kalau manusia bersyukur kepada tuhan
masih berlaku lagikah perbalahan
mahupun mengikut nafsu semata-mata

kita tahu jawapannya, tapi masih lagi bertanya-tanya
masih lagi terpinga-pinga
tanpa berbuat apa-apa
kerana masih lagi dgn sikap 'tak mengapa'...