Tuesday, June 30, 2009

mahal kita

i'm pretty happy. i'm pretty and i'm happy. ok mursyidah. jangan poyo. i'm pretty excited about the new discovery over lunch. so much about dragging my feet just to eat the nasi ayam my colleague kept on bragging..but i tasted better. but its expensive... who's going to walk as far as 5 blocks away under the hot sun just to eat nasi ayam.. but i did. and the outcome is so-so..since its cheap, i'll say its not bad.. anyway the point is, on the way to the nasi ayam stall, i found a rent-a-book shop..yeah.. sangat happy kay.. ternganga tengok buku2 kat situ.. so my expenditure can now be transfer to something else besides book-shopping... menyimpan ye kawan2.. sila jangan provoke saya shopping... I am currently doing a financial evaluation. yeap. u got it bebeh. after a year working and still doesnt have a saving..thats sucks weyh.. seriously terrible. eventhough i already started opening a long term investment account, still i need to save for future.. the future is important. eventhough u never know what will happen..good luck mursyidah. jangan hangat2 chicken shit je...hohohoho

p/s:“Without love, we are birds with broken wings."

Monday, June 29, 2009

these sensitive skin.
has red rashes
a thousand of red spots
it hurt!

and i dont care if optimus prime died.. my skin hurts.

sesuka sehati

kadang kadang
kita kena selalu pandang kehadapan
kadang kadang
pandang ke belakang selalu
bukan setakat sakit pinggang
tapi memendekkan masa
untuk pandang ke depan
kadang kadang
pandang ke hadapan
kepala kena tunduk
sebab kalau mendongak tinggi
tak nampak halangan di depan
tersungkur, malu tak henti
kadang kadang
i just dont give a damn
macam sekarang.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

i'm waiting at the office.. waiting for,what, who,?? the stomach is growling.. Rejab is here, the final call to repay the leftovers fasting month.ngehhehe..yeah.. procrastinate is a bad habit.. i'm not a good example.. since i'm into saving and dieting at the same time.. fasting is a good way of solving it...

yeah dah sampai..


p/s:"Laughter is the closest distance between 2 people"

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Fikirlah Sendiri

Jangan buat sesuka hati
nanti mati
buat ikut sesuka orang lain punya hati pun
Nanti bila nak happy?
Jangan asyik menanti
sendiri nak happy
kerana selalu memaksa diri.
Kadang-kadang kena pentingkan diri sendiri
tapi jangan sampai hidung tinggi
biar ada sederhana diri
dan ada sabar di hati
tapi berbekalkan
kecekalan berani mati
Bila dah berjaya suatu hari nanti
bersyukurlah ke hadrat Ilahi.


Monday, June 22, 2009

a surreal real

It is so surreal
until now
its felt the same
Somebody slap me
It feels like a dream
but i dont want to wake up
I knew it was coming in the future
but i never thought the future is near
soooo near
Not mentally prepared yet
but i will
before the day comes
Feel the fear
and do it anyway
That is the power of love

and it is real

Thursday, June 18, 2009

the sweetest smile

mohd nor bin abdul rahman is my grandpa. my late grandpa on my moms side. he is tall dark and with the curly hair, i wonder if he had any origins from minang. my mom is not very enthusiast to know about it. but all I know, he is one of the nicest man i ever met. it is so hard not to forget such a man like granpa. he will always be remember as a guy with the sweetest smile. when i was 7 years old, i never actually knew he is actually sick since his smile overshadowed everything. mom said granpa lungs is in a bad condition since he used to be a heavy smoker. but once he found that he coughed blood he stopped the habit. might be that his action is already too late. He and grandma later went pilgrimage to Mekah. he passed away at the holy land without finishing his pilgrims. it was winter at that time. according to mom, grandpa died of pneumonia where his lungs cant stand the coldness.
years passed and i still miss him. if only he was here. all i wanted to say -'granpa, i have your smile'.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

It isn't what you have in your pocket that makes you thankful, but what you have in your heart

May your pockets be heavy and your heart be light. May good luck pursue you each morning and night

No gift to your mother can ever equal her gift to you - life

The forces in a capitalist society, if left unchecked, tend to make the rich richer and the poor poorer

a short hiatus

everyday when i'm online, theres always a thought to write something.. but thought is left a thought.or might be there are stuff that i am not willing to share. or i'm just plain lazy. lazinees is the one thing that kept human being from growing. like a rocket that ready to launch, the energy used the most is when trying to break from the gravity.. that is how laziness can be describe.. it can be a tough ass but once u get over it u'll be as light as a feather.
i think i'm becoming more philosophical lately. since ditching chick flick romance novel and turn to a serious book like politics, psychology and autobiography.not that i'm against chick flick novels, mind you, people who reads novel, has a high EQ compare to those who doesnt, because reading a story makes u imagine the character and their feelings, thus it somehow helps in facing real people. i got the fact from Reader's Digest. i just like to know about real people and real life and their hardship that can actually inspired readers and opening up closed mind.
one thing i like is browsing through photos that tells a stories and inspired. like the one in national geographic edition. steve mc curry the afghan photographer. he is good. sometimes seeing is believing. though u'd read about it, not until u seen it u wont believe it 100% rite?unlike love, it cannnot be touch nor see but is felt.

by learning about yourself, you'll learn about your creator (god) than you'll learn about god's other creation.
ok..i'm hungry and its lunch break..daaa..

Friday, June 12, 2009

nex stop....

yeah just came back from bandung yesterday.. and i so love m'sia. bandung is a heaven for shopping.. its a city full of shops. this trip i a shopping trip, so i dont look forward for it, just aiming to buy a new wardrobe. anyhow, what i like about bandung is the food the people and the high land volcanoes area. the shopping is kinda tiring and 'bikin kepala pusing'.. the people are friendly, depan mak aku pun sempat nak mengayat... and the food is totally awesome.. i'm addicted tu pecel lele, and jus alpukat (avocado).. and all the food in bandung used natural ingredient.. aji2 tak main rr...the shopping in bandung is recommended for those whos getting married and all.. dgn kate yg lebih tepat lg seswai utk rombongan cik kiah... the sight seeing in bandung is the volcanoes area..very scenic for the eyes and the nose.. unless u can stand the smell of fart all the way to the volcanoes..sulfur smells terrible but its good for the skin.. overall bandung is ok..but Bali's better..wait till i go to Yogjakarta to compare the three...

Monday, June 8, 2009

air bandung, air jakarta

hhahahha.. mmg la lawak klu kte g mkn kat gerai lps tu oder kat akak waiter yg dari indonesia tu air bandung.. sbb kat indonesia mane la wujud air bandung.... one time, org tu nak oder air bandung, lps die jerit kat dapur, air jakarta satu.. fuhhh... lawak tajam di situ..

itu je mukaddimah nye..

anyway, i'm going to Bandung, indonesia. so it explained about the situation above..heh.. i like indonesia, its cheap, ppl there are friendly..i can just imagine i'm going to spend more than i could xpe mak ade sbg back-up plan..hahhahah..

i just hope i wont go mad there..

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

officially official

yeah.. its, we errr... no.. I am an organ donor..i don't know what makes me wanna be a donor. mesti terpengaruh dengan iklan nih.. perempuan2...haih.tak2..bukan.. its because, when i'm dead, with body and soul being separated, i guess its a good thing to make used of the body. at least, to think about it, a part of me is still lives inside someone.. hohohoh..mcm cerita2 korea plaks..hahha..lagi pengaruh tv yg kuat..hohohoho... berangan lagi tu.bkn2.... you are what u imagine u are. bak kata mahatma gandhi,
we must become the change we want to see.

i hardly have a dream when i'm sleeping. might be, my sleep time is now limited. or, i'm totally dead when i'm asleep. or prolly my dream has already becoming reality.. heh

letak dlm balang je..ceh

jgn jadi mcm ni sudey...

jgn jadi buruk siku!