Monday, November 30, 2009

i loike!

p/s: drool...hah!

mon mad ppl

i was a bout to write about an incident i had this morning. a kidnap-like-encounter, like the fourth time already. its not scary anymore. its annoying. i wonder is there a sign ' DO KIDNAP ME' blinking so obviously above my head.. kay la malas nak elaborate. bodo betul.. internet yg lambat membantut kan niat nak cerita panjang lebar. bluekkkkkkk..

Thursday, November 26, 2009

salam korban peeps

sebulan sebelum raya haji, mama ada ajak nak join sekali tak korban. bear share rmi2. dah terdetik dah nak join. ha! lepas tu, dapat gaji tak hengat, bayar2 dan beli2, pastu habis. bluekkkkkkkkkk. *sigh. tapi niat ade dah.. dapat pahala kan2...huhuhuhu

maaf zahir batin.

its a meat day! hohooho

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

-tidak bertajuk-

konpius benta.. approved friends i never requested..n all of them were in the same uni... ape2 jela ko fesbuk.. ske hati ko la...let the curiosity kill its own cat. not going to bother...


yeah i know life is complicated, is hard and yada yada yada...i never met someone who is never complain about their difficulties of life. Even Bill gates complains his software isnt so magical..cant we just accept the fact and live with it.. have you guys ever had a situation where you were so focusing on a particular thing and been putting so much effort to make it work, then all of sudden it failed. your heart crushed and will take forever to recover. dont you think its tiring. when you recovered and realized its actually a no big deal after all.. its not that u cant be sad and wallow. it is healthy to do that.scientifically proven. don't be shy to cry.just dont make it too long. you might have miss something. life is short. your lifetime might not last a day in resurrection.
a couple of days ago, as i was queuing at Subway counter , an mid-50 man was ordering his sandwiches. and all of sudden he went berserk just because the waiter misunderstood his salad dressing. why some people wants everyone to be afraid of them. i know its their choice as human. Dont you think its bring complication in life. it is no harm being nice.
Do whatever you want to do so long it doesnt hurt people whom you care and cares about you. and i'm doing exactly as it is. I know sometimes ppl asked me, didn't you feel anything? why are you seem so happy?takkan la tak penah sedih kot..i'm not a permanent resident of hospital in tanjung rambutan. duhh.. its just that i don't want to grow old becoming an old grumpy lady who is always get angry just about anything because she didnt get to do what she desired when she is still young..

skrg tgh fokus untuk jadi nenek yang happy dan ceria sentiasa!


Monday, November 23, 2009

obsessive compulsive

Never ever said in a boastful way ' i'm not going to turn like your grandma'
because soon your children will finds that you and your grandma are a like.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Italy cappucino tp pakai susu F n N

there is this elderly couple owning a cafe @ the podium level of this office tower. its been there ever since i started working. not until just now as i was buying my latte did i notice something. the couple's cafe is quite neat n tidy. even w/o fancy stuff, the sugar separation were kept neatly according to the type. long and short straw are separated, the cutlery, the food n stuff. freaking neat!. like the one in fancy restaurant but its just a uptown cafe own by an elderly couple. as they were closing, the wife cleans up the kitchen, the husband pack up the chairs and table. i think they both suit each other very well. cute it is. owning a cafe together. what a way of spending the time when u r off with the kids... teruja nya saya.. too bad.. i'm getting young. back to school already.. better skip that thought kejap..

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

discomfort growth

changes bring discomfort, but it is crucial for growth.
like right now, continuing study and all,
everything seems so sudden
the heart need to stop feeling
so that the brain can start thinking
for a while.
bila mak kata' tula masa kerja x nak menyimpan bla bla'
rase bersalah bila tak rase bersalah sbb tak menyimpan.
what i gain from those travelling is priceless ok. bak kate mastercard.
duit bleyh cari, ilmu pun kn cari juga kan?? ( what exactly am i trying to say here??)
wait.ok. thespirit to study is hard to bring back when u started working. ni baru betul.
best thing about studying is, you'll feel young and free. though i'm still working.
nak rase muda jugak tak kira.
but it is going to be a tough three point five years ahead.
wether it is long or short depends on how you spend your time.
now, i need to find the organizer i bought early this year. hahah.

p/s: hati still berbunga dgn pujian aunty bookstore tu.. hahaha.. suka nye saya...lalalalalala

“The risk of love is loss, and the price of loss is grief -
But the pain of grief
Is only a shadow
When compared with the pain
Of never risking love.”

Monday, November 16, 2009

“To confront a person with his own shadow is to show him his own light”

Friday, November 13, 2009

from one thing to another

i was turn on by his offer
what can a girl do
its so tempting to pass it out
good gracious!
why cant I stop the urge
boy u totally know my weakness
is it a bless
or a curse?

same goes to you zu!

its friday the 13th

and this is my 200th post!



“It's know the end of something great is coming, but you want to hold on, just for one more second...just so it can hurt a little more.”

“Love one another, but make not a bond of love: Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls”

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

28 days cycle

i think i'm contributing myself in the country economic growth.
i work.
got paid.
went broke.
work again.
got paid.
and the cycle went on.

in order to make the economy grow, we need to spend.
i learn it from an expertise.

Monday, November 9, 2009


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

mengekalkan keadaan fizikal

penat kan kadang2 berada dalam medium yang berbeza dalam satu jangka masa yang pendek. seperti berada dalam keadaan ais tiba2 je dah jadi gas. seperti bermetaforakan ais kering atau pun merkuri. walaupun gembira berada dalam keadaan gas semula, tetapi kadang terdetik perasaan apabila berada dalam keadaan pepejal. sebab pernah mengalami keadaan tu sebelum ni. takut jadi pepejal semula, tapi berusaha bersunguh untuk mengekalkan dalam keadaan gas yang ringan, dan bebas, senang. tapi kebarangkalian untuk keadaan pepejal yang tumpat, berat dan padat sentiasa ade. siapa la yang boleh mengawal tekanan dan suhu persekitaran kalau bukan si Dia. mungkin dengan mengubah struktur kimia atau penambahan bendasing dapat mengukuhkan lagi keadaan gas.

walau apa2 pun keadaan gas ini akan terbang ke negara seberang untuk mengukuhkan lagi keadaan gas nye atau mungkin mencari bendasing tetapi bukan pemangkin yang boleh menggugat keadaannya.

p/s: kn kembali dengan kain telekung dan marlboro sekaton.

baru yang tetap sama

yang lama dah tukar baru
buka yang baru
lupa yang lama
yang baru percuma
yang lama mahal
yang baru senang
yang lama menyusahkan
sayang yang baru
buang yang lama.
tapi ada yang tetap sama.

dah tukar ke postpaid tapi hp tetap yg cap ayam. takpe. dipersilakan kutuk.