Thursday, July 29, 2010

gamba pengantin plg skit.. LOL
‎"Do you know what is better than charity and fasting and prayer? It is keeping peace and good relations between people, as quarrels and bad feelings destroy mankind." [Bukhari & Muslim]

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

i hate to write when the moods are at sucky level. that explain the short hiatus. even attending wedding seems like a task ( tapi xpela, nak tgk alia pki baju rizalman pastu duduk kat pelamin naz great idea's..mesmerizing..) but anyhow, never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience. so, i supposed i hv tons of experiences.
anyhow, i still have faith cause
faithful in small things is where the strength lies.

esokla post gamba kawen..

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Give Me Back My Broken Parts

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

2nd hope

I asked the head of IT department whether he can recover the files I had deleted in the office PC. Particularly my travel photos which i had initially stored in that PC before I own my less-than-month-old-stolen-laptop. macam xde harapan tapi masih berharap...harap2 la..... T_T

Monday, July 19, 2010


the my-house-got-burgled-and-I-lost-my-less-than-a-month-old-laptop incidents still bugs me. who's house got burgled more than three times?
anyway, that morning after the police arrived doing their investigation thingy, i rushed to attend this futsal charity organize by a good friend which i had promise to take part. despite the bitter pill i had to swallow, i tell you it was hard but i glad i did it. had fun meeting the kid of Rumah Amal Bestari.
this girl caught my eyes, annisa ( im bad at remembering names..rase nye betul la tu kot)..

me: lawanya clown tu buat kan bunga..
annisa: akak amik la belon bunga ni.
me: eh, mn boleh. bwk la baik main kat rumah.
annisa: saya bukan ade sape2 pun.

i swear i could have cried that instance. but i do went teary. the kid at 10 years old can be so strong despite knowing their condition. mine was 1% of what they hv been through kan..
Treasure your relation not possessions.

Saturday, July 17, 2010


i don't know what is more devastated than having your house broken into and your laptop that u just bought a month ago got stolen on your first day of class.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

mimpi mushy

im in paranoia.

btw, zal which part of my writings that inspired u? i wonder.

back to the story.they were talking about design classes over lunch. i had a very delicious lunch thank you. Common words i heard ' ala, student UM mesti power design'. aku stress di situ. hish. you just dont know the pressure they had put by saying that. OMG. but i do felt quite relief about the fact that i'm not going to be in the same studio with my colleagues. kalau tak mesti lagi stress. I CANNOT STAND COMPARISON! jahat skit. maaf ya.but honestly, when it comes to designing, my self esteem sinks at the bottom. yeah. but now, trying to turn on a new leaf so that the mind thinks otherwise. *happy thought*happy thought*

anyway, this is how i spent my last weekend of freedom.

water massage, satey sedap, sotong paul sedap.. nyum2..


SEMANGAT DESIGN KEMBALI!! haiyakkkkkkkkkk!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

konon la xde weekend plan..hahahah

ni ape!!!


so it begins

i treated people the way that i want to be treated.
please don't get it wrong.
it will create awkwardness, silences that distance the friendship that had bonded, if u think otherwise.
sometimes ignorance is bliss.
but the ignorance i did drives me nuts.
yes. i finally confessed.


letargi hati.
tapi masih mampu berdiri
dan berlari.

its what you do, not what happen matters

how do you react when someone said, ' i dreams about you last night?' not once but thrice.. not to mention to write them in case it'll be forgotten. It was indeed shocking but knowing them all this while, I couldn't be bothered. might be i don't usually dream while sleeping, that people get me in their dreams. ye. positip habes! LOL
whatever it is, my holiday weekend ended last week. sob sob. though it was filled with activities. it is hard to accept that I ain't gonna have no weekend no more. hoping that the studio lecturer is lenient towards the student. Aminn 100x..

tibe2 cuak plak nak design.


ok bye.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Partner & Co.

i would prolly felt better if Alia had put Mursyidah Ismail & Family.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

like old times!

-when sisters stand shoulder to shoulder, who stands a chance against us?