Wednesday, March 31, 2010

my goodness

i have yet finish planning my trip to Aussie and now i need to do bookings for family trip to Penang this coming June and flights to Cairo and Istanbul trip this Christmas.
Some one do remind me that i'm a designer not a travel agent! though architects cant help to associate themselves with traveling.
Since mom forbid me from buying a car, she suggested me to buy a house. a free-hold house that is below rm150k. and of course its going to be out of Klang Valley. Sooner or later i need to buy a property. So its better be now right. takkan la akitek xde rumah sendiri kot kan... Now as in next yr la ekk mama..take note!

Monday, March 29, 2010


the tummy was grumbling.
and they (parents n bro) started to talk about foods and suggesting places for dinner.
The hungriness permit me from giving any suggestion. I'm just hungry. All i care was to eat. as the suggestion went on, i started imagining the food and places.nyum2.
as we enter the car, i recite ' Allahumma baariklana..'
'eh silap, tu doa makan..

see how hungriness can make me?

Saturday, March 27, 2010

a huge magnet

siapa suruh bumi ni luas sangat?

Its Single Ladies Trip Down Under!

Zue, we are so going to rock it bebeh!

Friday, March 26, 2010

What's done can't be undone

This morning
I look in the mirror
and gave a good laugh
then I grinned
how i like seeing myself laughing and smiling
as the day starts
i felt good
pretty damn good!

it is better three hours too soon
than a minute too late.

Thursday, March 25, 2010


option kalau tak jadi arkitek.

Gaya archaeologist tgh membaik pulih Borobudur. the way they actually match every piece of the stone back to the original place is very interesting. they marked each corner of the stone with different symbols. later when they wanted to rearrange they just do it like playing jigsaw puzzles.
ni sgt random, tp theres a saying that archaeologist made the best husband. because the older u get, the more interesting you become.hahaha.
oh really?

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Poor and content is rich, and rich enough

sunset in Keluang beach,Besut

If you prick us do we not bleed? If you tickle us do we not laugh? If you poison us do we not die? And if you wrong us shall we not revenge?

but I shall not, thou it is in God hands to do so.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Finally i approved mama on Facebook.LOL
now there is a complete seri baya's family in the virtual world.
reading comic is never my cup of tea and therefore drawing comic figure is not a piece of cake.

dah mama asyik suruh ngadap readers digest je.
mane taknya.

the time when i felt so shitty and the most untalented person ever.aha
what ever it is. its soooo over now.


Monday, March 22, 2010

theorem aliyagoras

Aliya theories on how i lost my weight is kinda exhilarating and funny. i never thought of that.


if her theory is proven to be true,

I'm about to lose another 5 kg.



Saturday, March 20, 2010

lady gagah

im @ aainaaa's studio waiting for her to finish her professional class. am going to the hot air balloon thingy afterwards. it is so hectic at the office as well as the classes.but the different is, i'm enjoying it. The currrent project i'm working on is making me lose my appetite but it is contenting when you get to solve the design constraint. worth the stress.ahaha. I like my job-that-would-make-you-go-bald.

maybe because the book i'm currently reading. it actually helps in to see the different perspective of life know how you always finding reasons of why it is happening to you, why i can't do this, i cant do that instead of finding the solution to overcome it.
you cannot be expecting a different results when you keep on doing the same thing everytime. I suppose people are not happy because they know there something with their life but refuse to make a change. but at the same time are not accepting the fact.

you either accept how your life is or change it.

i suppose i've changed. when you meet with old friends and they give you +ve comments, you cannot help but feel good about it.

baru je lepas kena puji nih.LOL
tersengih sorang2.hahahha

Thursday, March 18, 2010

rama -rama

i had a chat with an old friend confessing that, it has been a long time since i felt the feeling of having butterfly in my stomach. all i ever had is the stomach growling screaming to be fill since my ass seems to be glued to the chair.

wonder if i have what it get to catch the butterfly and fill the stomach.


I need a longer lever.

because theres a thin line that divides pain and pleasure.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010


boleh tak nak nangis..LOL

its ok.
Malam ni 2 tin red bull less sugar <----( penting tu)

Monday, March 15, 2010

to be interesting u need to be interested

i haven't apply my Aussie visa
let alone the tentative to Melbourne
things couldn't get any worse when my exam fall on the Aussie trip
I haven't terminate Alia's gym membership ( and ayot if u r reading this, i'm so caught up with work right now, sbb tu x respon msg ko.huhuhu)
my assgmts is due this week, and looking at others work make me feels so pathetic.
I haven't feed Leo for weeks now.haiyooo
my work station is a mess
the hair is messy.

despite all.
i'm alright.
actually i'm good.

insyaAllah boleh buat.

The new obsession

because its indoor, and the only challenging activity that doesn't make you tan.

Be Brave.

Take Risks.

Nothing can substitute experience.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

one thing after another

remind me to change that before the exam.
because undergoing sex change is expensive. i rather opt for the first option.LOL

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

But then again I don’t remember you

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

The What and How

and please don't ask me why.
it just do.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

bukan lagu britney

its not the noise that disturb us
but the silence
its not that things couldn't wait
but everything has already be seen and said
what you dislike
is the best for you
it is best to keep it to yourself
rather than letting it all go
it is best to be self-reliance
rather depending on someone

and i did say SOMETIME not EVERYTIME!
it might not be THIS TIME but it will be ONE TIME!

WTH, im leaving.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010


i need to type this down.

i came across a quote in an indie movie Elegy that best describe the meaning of a naive woman;

'She knows she is beautiful, but she doesn't know what to do with her beauty'


i only watched the first part of the movie. lepas tu tokey restoran tu tukar channel sbb dh start scene obscene. lol.

super duper

i have this assignments where i need to create a super hero that has an oriental origin.
im not in favor of drawing human being, as a colleague said to me that i'm like Hitler, who prefer to draw scenery and buildings. my first attempt of the super heroes ended up looking like an old lady ( i wanted to draw a princess owhkay!lol)
nak wacom tablet!!!
i wonder to myself what super power would i like to have?
the ability to fly and mind reading
i suppose anyone who knew me would prolly be rolling their eyes when i write flying.
typical mushy kan. what you see is what you get bebeh!
besides helping helpless people i would used my flying ability to visits all the UNESCO heritage sites. then, and i need to bring my passport along in case the emigration caught me with their high speed jet!( skema tu tak tahan)
mind reading ability is more to personal used.=
its to avoid ppl lying to me. ye saya sgt lurus.-__-"
but i can still use it when i'm helping my friends doing their retail therapy. So they would not get cheated on with all the sales.
( ade jugak bab s
and 1 more thing, my super hero tag line would be ' i can make you fly bebeh' or ' you don't have to say a thing'


how i wish to have those ability! Then I can say bye bye bye ( nyanyi lagu N'sync pun takpe) to Air Asia!
I'm not least ade geng. R.Kelly pun
nak terbang gak!

I wish I can fly,

and I wish I can touch the sky,

jadi mary poppins pun ok je!

time cannot fill in an empty heart

bff: you know what, my schedule is so full up until 2012, I already made plans on how to make myself occupied so that i wont be thinking about him. but i still miss him. =(

me: why don't you start dating again? at least when you know right now his dating someone else, if you start dating again, you might feel less miserable. its filling in the empty heart.

bff: i did, but when I started dating again, it is hard not to compare with my previous relationship. and when that person I try to date is not up to my ex standard, it'll be a turn off.

me: *speechless*

habis dah sesi sharing n caring sbb termangu je tanpa kata2.

i feel you man.

you look but you don't see

If i could sing right now, this is prolly the song...

Monday, March 1, 2010

The love of....

though i dont really like to post self pic, this time i'll gv it a pass

This is the kid who are in Yasmin Ahmad's (R.I.P) Merdeka advertisement. It was 2 years back when she was in standard two. she's single now. i did asked why she and Tan Hong Min didn't make it? Did he have another girl? or are you cheating on him? hahaha i think those question are harder to answer compare to their math test. but somehow, the advertisement did thought us something about love. right?

Tan Hong Min, you have a cute rabbit teeth. No wonder Ummi likes you!lol
You did teach me a thing or two about life Ummi!=) I loike!

p/s: The law of love could be best understood and learned through little children
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