Thursday, December 31, 2009

beginning of a new ending

read an you will be well read.
i'm an example that failed to follow the saying.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009


i'm not good at remembering numbers, but i have to remember today's date. studies said if you do thing for 40 times it'll become a habit. SO,

30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,30 December 2009,

ok! ingat dah!

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

its been a while

since I last hold my camera and snap a photo.

Monday, December 28, 2009

first step is the hardest. you got that right.

The Cave-17

And you might have seen the sun, when it rose, declining to the right from their Cave, and when it set, turning away from them to the left, while they lay in the midst of the Cave. That is (one) of the Ayat (proofs, evidences, signs) of Allah. He whom Allah guides, is rightly guided; but he whom He sends astray, for him you will find no Walee (guiding friend) to lead him (to the right Path).(Al-kahf-17)

Thursday, December 24, 2009

my december

the thing about having long weekends in december is, you either save money for not going out or you go broke going out and spending out during the free time. me? neither both. i cut down on buying lunch by having tapau food from home (berkat woo makan masakan mama) and having breakfast before work in order to save money for shopping/ traveling/pembaziran.but since class started, i cant help but to go out. and so u know, when you are out in the big city, the money in your pocket is under a threat.( dah sape suruh blaja dekat ngan klcc, padan muka..hish) gotta deal with it for the next 3 years ++. dang! time is getting limited. and the only fair thing in this world is everyone got to have 24hrs/day in their life. gotta do the math, so not to waste it doing unnecessary thing ( seperti tulis blog..hhahaha)

p/s: im hunger of knowledge. anyone have a good philosophical.theory.autobiography book that care to share?. ngeee bosan la asyik main solitaire je dlm train.. blerghhh. (and no, i'm not addicted to it, its just there is nothing else to play)

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Quoted from the movie Zombieland:

Enjoy the little things.

even if it last a short while.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

lalalalalalove song

i'm falling back in love with architecture.

its blooming like flowers in spring.

hope this one will last.

- seb baik ade zal =)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

asyik shopping je, next month bayar bil letrik.... huh!

pbbbbbttt! Im hot. I mean the-weather- increase-the-body-temperature-and-makes-you-sweat - type of hot. and it will be pouring in the evening. hot and cold ( bak kata katy perry). mengikut ilmu geografi yg dipelajari semasa tingkatan 2, fenomena ini di namakan hujan bukit. correct me if i'm wrong. kelihatan awan2 kumolonimbus memenuhi ruang udara. Its raining man! burp... Alhamdulillah (blessing for the rain and food...yummeh)..i've been thinking to make exercising a daily routine. not a yearly routine or whenever i feel the jeans ain't fit anymore. signing up for a gym membership is a no-no. most of the gym situated at a shopping mall. nanti bende lain yg kurus sat gi. i like doing the regime at home just wearing kaftan. no one would even care. hah! its not about being slim ( ak rase kurus dah ni.. takyah dah), its about being fit and healthy. fit and healthy is the new black! yeah!

jangan jadi hangat2 chicken shit sudey.

p/s: To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

a risk taker i am.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

sebab by reason

to stay at home..
free wi-fi
pathetic isn't it.
but at least i got the world at my finger tip, by just lazing around the house.
but then a gain, my class starting this week, so, home prolly be my place to doze off n take shower aka hotel. *sigh
class n library will the most visited place next year. i like going to the library. terasa macam pandai. hahha.. oh yeah Aainaa's house is going to be the lepaks place since her house is just behind my Uni.
how i miss getting all the student rate when shopping n movies. ahaha..
its the time again.
if it is worth doing, it is worth doing it right!

Monday, December 14, 2009

saya sam

Sam: Yeah, but I tried, I tried hard.
Rita: Try harder!
Sam: Yeah, but you don't know, you don't know!
Rita: I don't know WHAT?
Sam: Yeah, you don't know what is like when you try, and you try, and you try, and you try, and you don't ever get there! Because you were born perfect and I was born like this, and you're perfect!
Rita: Oh, is that right?
Sam: People like you don't know...
Rita: People like me?
Sam: People like you don't know what is like to get hurted. Because you don't have feelings. People like you don't feel anything!


This movie makes you feel grateful of what you are! =)

p/s: Worry not that no one knows of you; seek to be worth knowing

have a nice Monday!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

jernel jenerel jeneres

feel like writing something. since the head technician who always asked me to get married (penat dah bg alasan..hish pakcik ni) is MIA from the office . So, i'm left with nothing to do beside ym-ing with my 2 friends simultaneously. daym good at multitasking i tell you..hahhaha..kinda feel blessed working in selangor, only in this month because of the 4 days working day throughout the month. but sadly, i ain't got any major plan to do.*sigh. staying at home and be with the family wasn't so bad at all. It's better to be an optimist who is sometimes wrong than a pessimist who is always right. ( you are almost there girl!)
At times i do wish to become like Dory in Finding Nemo, who has a short term memory lost. where i can easily forget things that i dont want to remember. like for instance i hate when i'm being calculative in giving, like doing a favor for someone, i dont want to have the feeling that in future that particular someone need to return the favor. Its like i'm not being sincere in giving a hand. Thus i like to become Dory the fish when helping ppl. ( bijak sungguh) But still i dont want to forget the ppl who helped me before. Take note: giving is NOT about getting.

p/s: Real generosity toward the future lies in giving all to the present

Tuesday, December 8, 2009


i just realized that my room is the only room that never been locked whenever i'm not home. i guess there is nothing priceless inside it. ( iya aku nggak ada apa2). Not like any other rooms has a lot in it. eh no. wait. the master bedroom must have a lot of treasures.. what am i saying..oh yeah. exceptional case.but anyhow, i thought of changing the lock whatsoever, but it just doesnt seem necessary, not now anyway.or i prolly just don't have anything to hide. except for my scorpion that i haven't fed for a month underneath my bed. i do have a secret. i believe a secret is not meant to be told. once you tell a person, therefore it is not a secret anymore. ( ak mmg kedekut..bluekkk) hmm..what the heck.. nothing last forever. same goes to the thing i posses. sometimes i got tired when i have to protect what is mine. ok i should stop. now i felt like a pathetic person who owns nothing.

eh kejap.

i do own one thing. my thought.

A man's real possession is his memory. In nothing else is he rich, in nothing else is he poor.

bolehlah tu..

Friday, December 4, 2009

weekends coming. i wish i'm looking forward to it. but not. maybe just yet. i wish to sleep and waking up on monday morning.wishing for a productive weekend.Amin...Anyway, all that is solid melts into air, all that is holy is profaned, and man is at last compelled to face with sober senses his real conditions of life, and his relations with his kind. am right?

Thursday, December 3, 2009

move along

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Jalan yang Kena Ingat!

Jamie: You don't know the first thing about being someone's friend.
Landon: I don't want to just be your friend.
Jamie: You don't know what you want.
Landon: Neither do you. Maybe you're just too scared that someone might actually want to be with you.
Jamie: And why would that scare me?
Landon: Because then you wouldn't be able to hide behind your books, or your frickin' telescope, or your faith. No, no, you know the real reason why you're scared? It's cause you wanna be with me too.

quotes from one of my favorite movie. I only watch it alone. You'll find a box of tissue would be all wet in the end (hiperbola jer tuh. ko mmg tak ske org tgk ko nagis pun kan)..hahahaha

p/s: It all comes down to who's by your side

jingle bell,jingle bell

I think the new phone has it benefits. i turn it into my second blog. (and NO exchanging phone anymore ok) i still have problem transferring the files to the phone. and if only the phone makes it easier for me to tweet.( agak2 la kan.. tak puas plak dgn fesbuk nak tweet2 plak). Just had breakafast with mama. The topic of dicussion is always about her school. the teachers the politics yada yada. She's very passion about teaching and all. Go marry a teacher an you get yourself a good wife. theres a lesson to learn everyday. i mean EVERYDAY! ahahah( ini cuma teori yang tiada bukti. harus salah). Should i make a resolution?. NOT!!! ( mushy ko x penah pun ade resolusi. jgn nak merepek) But I think it is good to have one. I'm just not that kind of person who make resolution let alone make it into realization.I'll stress out if I'll ever had one. ( aim jadi nenek yang happy dan sentiase ceria sudey!) Supposedly i had nothing plan for December besides attending weddings on weekend. But just as 1 Dec arrived, all the invitation and plan came in like a machine gun.How i wish to join every one of it. Your Langkawi adventure trip is very temptating Atiq, if only I had not plan another trip on the same date.*sigh.Then, miza's art class seems interesting. I always wanted to learn that. *sigh. This is what happen if you wish too much. heh?but when is not to wish too much? (sila bersyukur ye mushy) ok2! nih kawe nok g wat kije.

laalllaaalalalove song...

p/s: spontaneity is a bless n a curse at times.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


let's blog

ok!but about what?


nice topic! good one.


a friend suggested that i blog about shoes. my current obsession. not really current. it always be one. I'll give it a thought. shoes+ architecture. ever came across my writings that is about architecture?. kannnn. but i do wish that most shopping complexes have anti slip tiling. i know the sparkling n shining floor give an extra posh to the space, but it make it hard for me to walk in my 4 inch. There was this incident, i almost slip while rushing up the escalator. dah hilang dah macho time tu. daym. since everyone is going green now, why don't people design a shopping complexes that uses grass instead of tiles. an internal turfing. i imagine it'll be like a Fernleaf milk advertisement. well, its just a thought. haha

My December target. lalalalal.
but this one xde unsur senibina. cant think of 1.