conflicting a cornflakes

when i was a kid, i used to think conflicts is like cornflakes.
like for instance when i heard adults said' i'm having a conflicts with my partner'
i was innocently except she must be happy. eating cornflakes oso need to make a date..waa.. so happy ooo...
as i knew the meaning and faced with one, how i wish conflicts is like a cornflakes, crunchy, yummy and can be bake as kueh ray

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sharing is caring and sometimes unbearing

let see..

that person is mad with the other person. seeing them got mad made me sad.
this person wont listen to this person. the ignorance made the other person mad. the ignorance and pulling deaf ear made me sad.
this person likes to complain a lot. the complains felt like it was my fault. it made me feels wrong and sad.

this is just the second born normality.

this situation has disturb the balance of my aura. should i stay away or be ignorance. but being ignorance just made the cycle going round and round. where are the happy people. i want to recharge my aura... i want you!

“There is only one way to happiness and that is to cease worrying about things which are beyond the power of our will.”

i'm better now...

one of those days..

mama: oh ya, semlm aunty kirim salam. dia kate, 'kirim salam kat menantu tak jadi'..

me: hahahhaha.. w'salam..

alahai.. sian aunty..nak buat camne, takde jodoh nak jadi menantu..huhuhu ( ala mama pun lega kot...hohohoho) nanti mama bawak aunty pegi shopping lagi ok!!

“Beauty without virtue is like a rose without scent.”

i draw this rose buds after a tiring morning at the Floral festival in Putrajaya with mom. nice flower and landscape bla bla blabla (not that keen to elaborate).....anyway, its been a while since i did any dwg, how i miss doing things that i love.. painting can takes me away from the reality and i can just lose myself in those pastel color..not that i'm van goh wannabe or anything.. i just like to draw... i should do another 1 this week.. need to buy new sets of brush.. after graduated everything went MIA....

“Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart.”

i'm being a normal person. sometimes it cant be help if you feel uneasy about it. damn it... i hate these moments. need to murder those -ve vibe.. kill2!! die2!!

oh yeah..

i'm turning 23 this weekend.. excited?..nah..not really... i had celebr8 it 22 times already.... but i like August when its on the 16th... i'm thankful to those ppl who remember the dates...=)

i have a friend who doenst like to be wish happy birthday on his birthdate... he explained why and i think its kinda logical...at some point..

tapi apasalahnya kalau nak syok sendiri..kan2..

i wonder if we try to forget our own birthday, do we actually stop growing old??
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more than a week of hiatus.. not that i'm busy. its just that i'm enjoying much of the reality life compare to the virtual one.but i did some blog hopping here and there...how are things? hmm let me see.. work---> bad- good-hell-heaven ( yeah.. its so mood swing-like), life--> not bad, i just got a hand on good books to read. but i just thought that i want to trash that rental bookstore that i found in the earlier post.. it seems that most of the book there are almost 90% romance novel and half of it are judith mcnaught-kinda-type. blurghhhh...

and

i just learnt 1 lesson.

dont take what is not yours and treat people the way you want to be treated.if you take what is not yours, Allah swt will took away more from what you have.

the good: i should have stand by the money i owe her first thing after i got my pay check

the evil: u can always do it later, tomorrow even after 2-3 years. shes rich, she wont even remember u owe her money.

the good: no.no.. it is always in your belives not to take what it is not your. u already seen the consequences.

but i did return the money and yeah its true she forgot that i owed her money and no, i dont regret but was actually sooo grateful that i did because just after that moment, i receive a check more than twice the amount that i owed her..it came in by surprise..hell yeah ( supposedly heaven)...woohoo...

“When you find peace within yourself, you become the kind of person who can live at peace with others.”

tak rase pun ia satu pujian bila org memanggil saya yuna.