Monday, May 31, 2010

choose your love, and love your choice

a few changes in the office after 3 days of hols.
a colleague just got married.
a new architect coming in. and the guys in the project team kinda disappointed because less and less woman are joining the office..haha
and i'm kinda excited to go back home to start for the project i've been planning to do.
I feel me bebeh!
it was an exciting experience taking wedding photo...capturing moments of happiness makes you forget the tiredness.

"Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction"

sexy toilet for the sexy people

setelah gigih untuk cubaan mentutp pintu bilik air,

anil: makcik, pintu bilik air tu x boleh nak tutup la.

mak aida: ha, itu la namanya bilik air sexy!



Wednesday, May 26, 2010

i still think sleep is the best meditation

one day, the guys were talking about their guy friend who just got dumped by his gf. they were talking about the possible reason blah blah. then, i blurted out, ' ish kesian nye.. ak pun penah kena reject. ego kn campak longkang je rase'... but to my surprise, the guys were shocked to here the statement. ' ko pun penah kena reject??!! ko, klu kena reject sah org tu buta'.. hmmm.. but i dont feel proud at all.
terhina ade la.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

tunggu nasi kerabu ku mari.

ok . this is a write up out of boredom. i asked for work but still there is none. so i'm innocent kay. it was bless and now its a curse. oh god. i'm just quite confuse right now. supposedly architect are the one who would ask a balaci like me to do work, but then again recently the architect are the one who came back and forth to my table asking how did i do it, etc2... ak mintak ak buat ko tak nak bg..huh..see.. i'm innocent.. so here iam, in front of the pc, refreshing the FB, blog,tweets and emails for updates. pathetic sungguh. plus ym-ing with zal. she too is bored. gay partner yg kebosanan. 2-2 tggu gaji.LOL according tu zal, if she has a bf right now, he prolly be jealous of me for doing stuff together too much with her. harap2 bf ko nnt x psycho ye zal. because, to be jealous of me is a waste of time. seriously.

i have small hands

~ Relationships ó of all kinds ó are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but mostly it will be spilled. A relationships is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost. ~ Kahlil Jamison

still +ve about it.

maybe sebab pg tadi pakai flats. jalan pun mcm kemetot je seiringan dgn ibuk2 cleaner dekat kl sentral, polisi tu mintak tgk ic. tak pun sebab dah selalu sgt ulang alik dari seberang muka pun dah ala ala. hish. ye2.. arwah atuk mmg dulu pure minang. boleh la, tu alasan yg relevan. tp stress jugak. =( what a way to start a day. polis imegresen yg bengong. huh!

Monday, May 24, 2010

While we are free to choose our actions, we are not free to choose the consequences of our actions

have ever met someone who always stories about his misfortune? for the first few stories i would prolly be sorry for him, but once the same story has been going around your circle of friends and more and more stories of misfortune has been heard, u must be thinking, apasal la mamat ni kisah hidup pathetic gle... It seem like he has been telling the stories to everyone to gain sympathies so that everyone would feel sorry for him and would lend him a helping hand. i'm not that cold hearted person that doesn't seem to care, but as i can remember vividly in one of ceramah agama on tv, the whole world doesnt need to know about bad things that happens in your life, because this will make us weak at handling it. furthermore, Allah swt is not cruel to fall a misfortune to his creation without any reason. Andddd Allah swt wouldn't help someone who wouldn't help himself. So, if there is a continues of misfortune fell upon you, would you blame the god???

"We only send the messengers to give Glad Tidings and to give warnings: But the unbelievers dispute with vain argument, in order therewith to weaken the truth, and they treat My Signs as a jest, as also the fact that they are warned!" 018.056

Friday, May 21, 2010

blur lagi

colleague 1: aku rase kan mamat minat kat ko. tadi ingatkan tu album ko, ghupenya album die yg belambak gamba ko.

me: aah.. tapi ak rase biase je.. dah nak buat profile pic dah satu gamba yg die amik tu..mcm cun je..

colleague 2: ko jangan.. nanti mesti dah masuk perangkap tu..die mmg ade tny2 pasal ko pun..

me: hish..yeke.. ak tak perasan pun... nasib korg bgth.. blur sungguh..

i just don't get it.. but if its words from a guy about another guy, i believe it. though in certain circumstances it depends
sememamngnya masih tak hilang lagi blur case mushy ni...

Thursday, May 20, 2010

darah manis

ramai dah kaum berdarah manis kat ofis ni... so sweet, but i think that i'm the one who's having a sweet tooth compare to them which are having it literally. hari2 pun nak air manis, ice cream ( sundae caramel burger king!!! sedap plus boleh bayar pakai touch n go) Anyway, theres a colleague who already registered for their wedding but she seldom met her husband saying that we haven't done it according to the religion .
-abih tu dating2 pun tak?
- ala ko dah kawen dating jela, halal dah pun. nak kena pusing2 kat api tu dulu ekk??
- yela
..waahhh.. I never been to an Indian wedding. mest best.. macam dalam cite hindustan tu.. i'm just good at imagining things.hah! even this weekend i'm full with wedding invitation. ape lagi teman mama..lalalala.. the only daughter who like going to weddings..lalalalala
sememangnya kena teman sbb xdela mama kempunan tgk anak sendiri naik pelamin.. tgk anak org lain pun

gimme the force!

one thing about being an adult is that you have to constantly monitor yourself for personal growth, challenge yourself to be better at things, always moving forward. tapi kan kalau la ade ujian kematangan/kemajuan untuk setiap umur, macam tingkatan 5 ade SPM, form 3 ade PMR kan senang. atleast we will be more prepare to reach the bench mark of maturity growth at each age level. ok. this is sort of a quixotic idea. but the thing is, in order to move forward we need to excite ourselves from our comfortable zone. as for me, having to work at peace in a small office even with a low pay (xpe janji hati ku tenang dan senang), but i get freedom in working, easier to travel etc2 makes me feel so in a comfort zone. I know i should change office to gain more experience blah blah blah kan... but the thing is i hate when you dont know whats coming (adventure yg involve kerja mmg i dont like ok) really chicken me off. nanti kang ofis br lg x best camne? huh..coz when i heard of other ppl experience which are mostly -ve, makes me feel grateful that i still remain in here. not that i dont learn anything new, banyak je blajar kat cni. it just that when u are used to be in the same place for too long the experience growth rate tends to decrease. mcm malas2 skit.. tapi adela blaja skit2. moreover, i'm still studying, so it'll be troublesome nanti kang.. BANYAK PULAk ALASAN!! hish!!! use the force mushy, use the force!!!!!

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way'

kalau skrg happy kenapa nak berubah?? i think i need to redefine what happiness means.. it should be broader honey!!!! bukannya the freedom to facebooking while working!!!! wahahahhaha

-___-" yeah yg tahu tapi malas nak amik tahu. asyik2 nanti nanti dan nanti, dah mati baru tahu.sentap.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

a coffee a day keeps the migraine away!

Monday, May 17, 2010

ironi kekentalan

you really want to see me wearing louis vuitton hand bag with a matching pair of jimmy choo high heels, wait till i'm driving bmw convertible.i think because ppl are rich that is why they wear designers not by wearing designers makes them rich. takksn la nak pki beg LV pastu naik tp kdg2 tgk ibuk2 dlm train nak ke pelabuhan klang pun pki beg LV pun satu ironi.
and it doesnt surprise me if rich ppl r snob, the one that humble with what they own inspired me the most. apa2 pun kaya budi bhs lg best. the world is full of abundance. anyone can get rich. but it takes yrs of hardship to become an overnight success. xpe lets get rich n we'll be closer to the day of klu hr2 kate x cukup duit ble la kala nak cukup.right?
biar la pki bj cap ayam je dlu, janji ilmu penuh di dada, dan sume tmpt dh

dont let the rat race steals away your happiness and your peace of mind.

Climb This Hill 10x Then Set to Mt.Kinabalu

i thought i want to slashed off conquering Mt. Kinabalu from my wish list. tapi dah Afundi masuk balik.LOL. we'll see how it goes.

Friday, May 14, 2010

the sun is setting but its not over yet.

I always saw this kind off sun set at my house, but so damn lazy to capture it. I just love the tones of colors. Reminds me of ice cream flavour in Baskin Robbins. yummeh! i'm sucker for Maggi and Ice cream lately..

Just Beyond The Sunset

Just beyond the sunset
Someone waits for me
Just beyond the sunset
Lies my destiny
Where the purple mountains
Lie in deep tranquillity
There I’ll find the treasure
Of love eternally

Just beyond the sunset
Waits someone so fair
Just beyond the sunset
All alone they wait there
Their hair is golden
The colour of the sand
Their eyes sparkle in the night
Like diamonds in your hand

Just beyond the sunset
Lies a home for me
Where the world is peaceful
Like a paradise should be
Just beyond the sunset
Someday is where you’ll find me

Written - July or Aug 1966 Align Center

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

sekarang ni busy yang tak best sangat.=(

Thursday, May 6, 2010

morning tantrum

i wish i have all the answer to all you questions
Even google can't help
when they asked, 'when is your turn?'
I'll go to Air asia website and book a ticket (kadang2 jela kot)
i just dont want to turn up like the new colleague.
scare shitless weyh...

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Its ok if you fall wearing heels.

even the pros had their bad days...

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

before i turn off the pc

it made me smile =)

rase x sehat mampu senyum je..klu sehat dah lama gelak pecah perut.LOL

LETS MAKE ALPHA TEAM THE WINNER!/event.php?eid=122486651097007

Monday, May 3, 2010

The next big thing!

can't wait.
my besties are going to be in it!