numb

i don't know what is more devastated than having your house broken into and your laptop that u just bought a month ago got stolen on your first day of class.

mimpi mushy

im in paranoia.


btw, zal which part of my writings that inspired u? i wonder.

back to the story.they were talking about design classes over lunch. i had a very delicious lunch thank you. Common words i heard ' ala, student UM mesti power design'. aku stress di situ. hish. you just dont know the pressure they had put by saying that. OMG. but i do felt quite relief about the fact that i'm not going to be in the same studio with my colleagues. kalau tak mesti lagi stress. I CANNOT STAND COMPARISON! jahat skit. maaf ya.but honestly, when it comes to designing, my self esteem sinks at the bottom. yeah. but now, trying to turn on a new leaf so that the mind thinks otherwise. *happy thought*happy thought*

anyway, this is how i spent my last weekend of freedom.



water massage, satey sedap, sotong paul sedap.. nyum2..

ok!

SEMANGAT DESIGN KEMBALI!! haiyakkkkkkkkkk!

konon la xde weekend plan..hahahah

ni ape!!!

-___-"

so it begins

i treated people the way that i want to be treated.
please don't get it wrong.
it will create awkwardness, silences that distance the friendship that had bonded, if u think otherwise.
sometimes ignorance is bliss.
but the ignorance i did drives me nuts.
yes. i finally confessed.

***

letargi hati.
tapi masih mampu berdiri
dan berlari.

its what you do, not what happen matters

how do you react when someone said, ' i dreams about you last night?' not once but thrice.. not to mention to write them in case it'll be forgotten. It was indeed shocking but knowing them all this while, I couldn't be bothered. might be i don't usually dream while sleeping, that people get me in their dreams. ye. positip habes! LOL
whatever it is, my holiday weekend ended last week. sob sob. though it was filled with activities. it is hard to accept that I ain't gonna have no weekend no more. hoping that the studio lecturer is lenient towards the student. Aminn 100x..

tibe2 cuak plak nak design.

gulp!

ok bye.

Partner & Co.

i would prolly felt better if Alia had put Mursyidah Ismail & Family.
-__-"

like old times!

-when sisters stand shoulder to shoulder, who stands a chance against us?