hati mati

melawati
orang kata tempat tu lawa nak mati
tapi
lawa ke mati??
penat keringat bayar bagai nak mati
asbab terpedaya kata-kata orang
kata lawa nak mati
akhirnya mati
mereka mati
impian mati
mati di melawati
akibat manusia yang ingat
nak kaya sampai mati

jalan hidup tak semestinya jalan mati

diluah mati mak
ditelan mati bapak
ditelan kemudian luah
sendiri mati
di luah kemudian nak di telan semula
sanggup?
gugup??!!
apa-apa pun samada
ditelan, diluah, ditelan-luah atau diluah- telan
salah satu mesti di buat
jika di serahkan pada takdir
kalau itulah takdirnya
macam mana?
tu la siapa suruh hidup
mestila tuhan bukan?
kalau macam tu
buatlah keputusan!!

if its aren't the highway nor my way, what is it then...

'salam ya'll...

its been a constant hectic and tonnes of workload through out the month of November and 'till now
it does not seem to stop...The eid'l adha was spent with eat, sleep, woke up, eat again then sleep again... must be those lamb chop and briyanis...supposedly the blood type B group should make lamb, mutton or anything that came from an animal that bleats their diets. Its sounds weird but after I'd done some studies and googling, most studies done said the same things. But i tried to eat lamb/mutton but to make it as a daily diet i surrender. i always imagine the tonnes of fat and colestrol everytime i wanted to consume it. i think lamb meat is delecious but only to be eaten in a small amount.. klu x, hari basi je..i just remember secret recipe has a lamb stew on its menu..i wonder how does it taste like..leceh la nak mkn time tu..huru hara..kang grafu nth ke mana, sudu nth kemana..hahahha..so not the dainty like...i like trying out new foods. but it needs to be done in a group or duo the min...u need to have someone to be the second helping on your dishes rite...baru best..feels like eating again after lunch..the pre-period syndrome kot...

if u want things to change, u have 2 change... but how is the question?

if they treated me like a kid
might else well i become a kid
if they keep on pushing me
might else well i'll become a drug pusher
if they keep on bugging me
might else well i'll become a real bug
if they keep on invaded my privacy
might else well i'll be naked
they said patient is virtue
why don't they just turn themselve into a statue
therefore you should become
a naked statue of a kid who is a drug pusher and has a face of a bug!!!!

yeah rite...

just to update about my work load

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kadang-kadang saya juga jual ikan

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

There was time i feel like I am right
and they are wrong
Even if i did prove that they are wrong
DEAD WRONG
the feeling I felt is the same
even if I am proven wrong
DEAD WRONG

If I proved them wrong
my ego reached the peak
and they who were wrong
sunk at the bottom
and then
i would felt like shitty
because i had made
their ego crash like humty dumty 's ending
they are the people i care

then the lesson learned
don't argue about things that would do
no good to both parties
it'll save you and them

p/s: kadang-kadang tu jual ikan tapi tak laku pun..sbb ikan busuk..

Si pungguk, Bulan dan Kita

kalau si pungguk buta
masih bolehkah ia rindukan bulan
mahupun mengimpikan bulan jatuh ke riba

kalau manusia bersyukur kepada tuhan
masih berlaku lagikah perbalahan
mahupun mengikut nafsu semata-mata

kita tahu jawapannya, tapi masih lagi bertanya-tanya
masih lagi terpinga-pinga
tanpa berbuat apa-apa
kerana masih lagi dgn sikap 'tak mengapa'...