“No one is free, even the birds are chained to the sky.”

two days ago, as i was walking back from the office, theres this couple of boys loitering at the Carrefour staircase wandering around doing nothing. As I pass by them, they asked me ' Kak ade singgit?' their skinny feature and the face like u haven't ate anything for a day made me took my purse out.. but sadly, i'm out of small change at that time. I said sorry to them and walk away with guilt.. mende2 camni mmg la aku cpt beno kesian..haih...naluri keibuan la konon2nye..hehhehhe.

yesterday, i saw the same kids again, with the previous guilt i had, i double the amount of money they asked.. xpe tu utk semlm x terbagi..

those kids reminds me of a relatives of mine who sort of the black sheep of the family. he ran out of his house couple of times mixing with the wrong group but not to severe like doing drugs or something. but for me it seems quite a serious matter. when asked about why he ran out of the house, he simply said 'Nak bebas'. i just when what the efff man..you are young and and yet to know the real world and you are demanding a freedom!! hah!. an ultimate freedom does not exist in the world young boy!

“While we are free to choose our actions, we are not free to choose the consequences of our actions.”

So, if you choose this kinda 'freedom' you say you want. for all you know you are choosing to prison yourself forever. but i dont think its totally his fault. There are reasons while children these days chose the 'freedom' = lack of attention and love from the parents. It is a common problem faced by many parents especially from the middle class where both parent are working et cetera2 while neglecting their childrens needs. you can never blame the parents totally because what they are doing now is for the best of their children. But sometimes things can go out of balance. Love and attention is replaced by materials. an easy solution w/o thinking the consequences. raising a children is like chewing on pebbles...i refuse to elaborate since i'm not in their shoes.

ok..i sound like a psychologist plak dah..lin said i read too much books..and no, i'm not an alpha female..hahaha