Love is mushy; science is hard

but i do like things to be hard facts. its either black or white. no gray matter. but as we grow, we created our own meaning of love. though it might not last, a new definition will be created once it has reconcile a new found love. it is a gambling game.you either win with colors or failed with hurt. but not until you've found the one, the searching is endless. its not about finding the perfect one but its seeing the imperfect one perfectly. get rid of those checklist you've got.just get out there and give out love. someone out there who's perfect enough will notice it. kinda hard to be put in practice when the word seems so idealistic. but if you see other people journey of love, and how fate bind them together, don't you ever wonder the strength that they have to reach their destiny. energy that we ourselves can never imagine could have. but its possible. the curiosity that makes man keep on searching, for something that cannot be seen but only felt seems pointless but once you found it, the contented feeling is indescribable. i admitted of failure myself. but thats how its going to happen. think about the failure as a practice ( optimistic talking here) or, if you failed, vanish all evidence that you'd tried ( that's egoistic talking). other way, just don't get stuck in the middle. life are to be changed or accepted. if it cannot be accepted than change it! if you neither change it nor accept it, you'll be depress. its no fun being depress. life is too short to be sad. gotta get up honey! someones waiting for you out there =)

p/s: “Search yourself, and you will find Allah”

my new friend!

“Few things in the world are more powerful than a positive push. A smile. A word of optimism and hope. And you can do it when things are tough.”

Image by Sanctuary Photograghy via Flickr

though i'm not very fond of lemang, i do enjoy the time when the families get together n making it.*sigh.. have to wait for raya haji then.

p/s: let the new plan starts.

I'M GETTING CLEAN

i'm picking up what i have left behind
if only i could ask for help
like hand it to grandma's maid to pick it up
since its only cost rm10 an hour
or i could used the vacuum cleaner
to suck everything up in an instance
and never have to see it again
but this time
its my mess
i clean it up
i'am responsible to make it neat again
there is no short cut
even though i wish there was
because deep down i know
grown up cleans their own mess
so get up
and get clean missy!

pending

rase serabut yg lagi serabut daripada:-

-design parking layout utk Atria yg mungkin akan bertukar sehingga lah bangunanya siap dibina
-shopping di pasar baru, bandung setinggi 7 tingkat tanpa ventilasi yg cukup dgn aircond berbau asap dan boleh dikatakan kepadatan pengunjung disana adalah 5 org per meter persegi.
-memikirkan kecukupan wang saku sebelum tibanya hari pembayaran yg masih ada lagi semggu.

hampir semua kerja terpaksa pending kerana masih lagi pening untuk buat keputusan penting.

rase mcm nak berselimut di katil empuk bersama bolster dan bantal berbentuk puppy chomel pemberian melissa. dan tidur bersama dewi tidur.

i can read between the lines

' aku rase ko bubuh ganja kat cookies ni.. tak bley nak benti makan'

nasib aku pandai membaca maksud disebalik ayat.

'bak sini resepi cookies nih'

hah!