gimme the force!

one thing about being an adult is that you have to constantly monitor yourself for personal growth, challenge yourself to be better at things, always moving forward. tapi kan kalau la ade ujian kematangan/kemajuan untuk setiap umur, macam tingkatan 5 ade SPM, form 3 ade PMR kan senang. atleast we will be more prepare to reach the bench mark of maturity growth at each age level. ok. this is sort of a quixotic idea. but the thing is, in order to move forward we need to excite ourselves from our comfortable zone. as for me, having to work at peace in a small office even with a low pay (xpe janji hati ku tenang dan senang), but i get freedom in working, easier to travel etc2 makes me feel so in a comfort zone. I know i should change office to gain more experience blah blah blah kan... but the thing is i hate when you dont know whats coming (adventure yg involve kerja mmg i dont like ok) really chicken me off. nanti kang ofis br lg x best camne? huh..coz when i heard of other ppl experience which are mostly -ve, makes me feel grateful that i still remain in here. not that i dont learn anything new, banyak je blajar kat cni. it just that when u are used to be in the same place for too long the experience growth rate tends to decrease. mcm malas2 skit.. tapi adela blaja skit2. moreover, i'm still studying, so it'll be troublesome nanti kang.. BANYAK PULAk ALASAN!! hish!!! use the force mushy, use the force!!!!!

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way'

kalau skrg happy kenapa nak berubah?? i think i need to redefine what happiness means.. it should be broader honey!!!! bukannya the freedom to facebooking while working!!!! wahahahhaha

-___-" yeah yeah....org yg tahu tapi malas nak amik tahu. asyik2 nanti nanti dan nanti, dah mati baru tahu.sentap.