i hate to hate

i hates when i hated something. because i tried so hard not to hate. because when you hate, the things you hate will come at you.Than you become more hate about it that you used too. Because the mind is like a very powerful magnet. It attracts whats the mind is thinking. whether the thinking is good or bad. so, being a woman, naturally who likes to worry and thinks so ridiculously until when you gain conscious you went- ' why on earth did i ever thought like that', I can't help being overly thought and a control freak. The practice of positive thinking does work, sometimes i just hate when there is doubts being trigger into my heart. I'm still learning on how to murder those doubts. sometimes it works sometimes i flunk. just bare in mind not to use the word hate. seriously, you'll hate it.

p/s: i shouldn't swear when i said i hate smoke..