the mushy part~

4 month and still counting , 5 month and still growing

2011-12-03T11:18:00.003+08:00

A thought

2011-04-13T12:38:00.001+08:00

can human ever stop comparing and be grateful for once.

random

2011-04-07T11:03:00.003+08:00

i don't know how to delete this blog. im moving over to tumblr. its much funner. im just counting days before changing to a new office. bida kate rezeki kawen. Alhamdulillah. kenot malas2 after this..@_@ with two malls just a few steps away.Insya4w1 semangat! miahahah

bia jela.. sesawang ni bersawang

:-x

2011-02-08T15:12:00.002+08:00

*sunset on plane from cairo to kl*

Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.

üzgünüm

2011-02-07T15:53:00.003+08:00

before i move on further, continuing the heart-wrenching journey of changing my stats, i would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to every human i'd hurt physical/non-physically, by accident or not. i want to move forward without guilt riding on my back. i'm sorry and there are nothing i could do but wish you a good life ahead. peace n chill.

2011-02-05T00:57:00.001+08:00

writing, reading is the least in my mind right now.

ape susah sgt nak kawen ni oi!!

penat. @_@

2011-01-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

headsoverheels

1.01.2011

2011-01-27T14:51:00.000+08:00

Congrats to Shazwani & Hafizi

If It's Love

2011-01-26T10:28:00.001+08:00

We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything

xoxo

So let me thank you for time ,And try to not waste any more of mine

2011-01-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

oh shoot!! i forgot to do the mummy dance in front of the pyramids!!!

2011-01-17T11:56:00.002+08:00

oh well, egypt was awesome-pawsome but kuwaitairways was sux except that it did recite doa before the plane departed.

You are gonna catch a cold, From the ice inside your soul

2011-01-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

the end or the beginning

2010-12-30T10:59:00.002+08:00

moving towards the end, or starting a new beginning.
whatever it is, i still can't believe im going to end my single life soon.
seriously??
grow up , please!!

p/s: baru last week unpack, pastu kena pack blk.. sila la jgn tiru gaya travel saya.. horrible i tell you..-___-"

Many thanks to everyone.

2010-12-13T16:54:00.004+08:00

photos courtesy of Nab's

yes, i got engaged last Saturday.
I've not much to say on what Allah swt hv for me.
terima aja donk.
janji guer ready!

ape2 pun, my current aim is trying make a pause on:
traveling
shopping
self-indulging on food

and more on:
learn more about marriage life which is currently at nil.
bagaimana menjadi muslimah berhemah

and no, am not going to be another b2b blogger because:
am not really that enthusiast about the preparation
its all will be taken care by my aunties n families. (uncle chef, makcik wedding planner, cousin mua, most of my friends are photographers.. what more could I asked?)
sgt kedekut nak beli magazine pengantin

p/s: kursus kawen la plak *sigh

meet the new baby

2010-12-08T16:17:00.002+08:00

Pak Teh gv me this ancient Nikon Camera ( older than my age)
~~Sebenarnya die bg pinjam jek tapi die x ckp kn pulang..hahahhahah~~
i just check the current price of the lense..almost 3k..wahahah

xoxo

p/s: fungus dah bersawang.. nak cuci mcm pokai jekkkk -___-"

lallalalaalong

2010-11-26T11:13:00.003+08:00

ni baru sikit..

yg sikit ni la lama lama membukit.

stress yg boleh bg gastrik.

kawan baik saya kata kemenangan akan selalu berpihak kpd org yg sabar.

mushy pasti boleh!

mushy is in peace!

My Korban for Eidul Adha..

2010-11-18T15:52:00.003+08:00

~~Korban zaman bujang~~

im here to stay

2010-11-18T14:20:00.005+08:00

i just remembered that scene.

he was asking for a friend for mine's number.
and asked me to msg him the number.
i was like ' eh ko kat depan ak ni baik ak bg jek. wat bazir kredit ak jek wat pe'
when i gv it to him, he then realized that he already has the number. it didn't trigger me at that time.
Now i know, he wasn't asking for my friend number, he was actually wanted mine.
TRICK GONE WRONG HONEY!

kesian.

im writing about this because it took me a week to realized it.
after 24 years, this blurcase hasn't gone.

almost the end

2010-11-09T15:40:00.002+08:00

i feels like writing something.it was a loooooong and tiring sem. apparently it all going to end this Sunday. the portfolio day. a heart wrenching day. a lot to amendment to do base on the comments. one of the character of an architect is the likeness in commenting every single thing. i love to comment. a bless and a curse at times. the curse is when i comment without even consider the after effect to people who hears it. No one likes to criticize. but it takes a level of maturity for someone to accept critics as a motivational moves to make them a better person.. Same goes to design, as you grew into designing, your design gets better. you know it when you see your first year presentation board and gives it a good laugh.. klaka kalau tgk design first.. haish.. memalukan. -__-"

p/s: a friend comment from the heart. eceh...

Prof Taj nak up kan grade boleh???

2010-11-08T10:20:00.003+08:00

the effort by being +ve is the same as being -ve. might as well stay +ve and be surprise by all the happy thing that we attracts. we gain nothing but upsetting things by being -ve.

SEMANGAT OK NAK HABIS SEM NIH!

2010-11-01T23:35:00.001+08:00

selalu yg perempuan excited. lelaki yg cuak.

ni perempuan yg cuak, laki excited lebey.

klaka sungguh.

about a month to go

2010-10-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

better together

2010-10-21T07:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,

I accidentally e-mail my Design assignment instead the Project Drawing to the architect. Bummer!!

Today,

I left my favorite heels at Mcd Kl Sentral. Only to realized it when reaching the office.

START COUNTING YOUR BLESSING NOW!

It is Weird Seeing Yourself on Video

2010-10-19T11:18:00.000+08:00

2010-10-15T10:38:00.004+08:00

though you are not a person or any tangible things, but i do miss you blog.

like this Murni's signature drink.

just be happy.

more time, more helping hands

2010-10-06T14:19:00.003+08:00

The hearts blooming,
The works souring,
The school works stressing,

October do end soon.

Two human loves make one divine

2010-10-04T08:14:00.001+08:00

bakar sampai jadi arang

2010-09-29T17:32:00.001+08:00

I hate it when reality hits.
I knew it was coming.
but not from you
then I'll be confuse on whom to hate.
hish........

ability

2010-09-27T12:35:00.002+08:00

tried on mom's crutches, OMG it was effin' hard. wonder how ppl who hv to used it in their lifetime. *grateful mode*

Something that light up my everyday

2010-09-21T17:01:00.001+08:00

Coming Soon!

too early too soon

2010-09-21T13:05:00.005+08:00

its upside down after raya.. suddenly im changing hat as a housewives (walaupun blum kawen pun).. mom, got her metatarsal bone fractured on the 3rd of raya and now she is on 2 weeks leave with cast on her feet. i totally forgotten about the design and studies. asyik fikir nak masak ape utk breakfast, lunch, dinner.. effin' tired..hope mom will recover in full health soon. Amin..

mummy muda.LOL

it happens for a reason

2010-09-14T17:08:00.005+08:00

i thought i was far from being a demanding person.
i was dead.
dead wrong.

but then again. when you know yourself capable of delivering the best, why should you settle for second best?

raya rembau

10 things all single people must do

2010-09-13T11:54:00.003+08:00

Here, we offer a checklist of experiences for single people to try before settling down.

1. Travel alone. Whether you’re trying to find your way through the Paris Metro or the London Underground, haggling over a painting in Mexico or choosing where to bed down in the Badlands, traveling by yourself builds a confidence you simply can’t get any other way. In an unfamiliar place, you have to make decisions by yourself, for yourself every day, which will build a self-reliance you’ll always treasure — even when you become part of a twosome.

**DONE- was left alone in London for 3 Days. sebab hilang passport akibat camwhore bnyk sgt.

2. Wallow in the ache of a broken heart. Oh, the pain. The agony. The pints of Ben & Jerry’s in front of the cable TV. Yep, getting dumped is beyond awful, but guess what? It’s the only way that you’ll develop the empathy you’ll need to be a better partner in a relationship. Because if you’re sensitive to the grief someone else has caused you, you’re less likely to do the same to anyone else. So, consider this painful milestone a lesson in karma that’ll serve you well as you travel through your dating days.

**hmmm..i think i cried harder when i miss my prayer compare to being dumped.

3. Spend a weekend with a married couple your age. On lonely nights, it’s common for single folk to envision marriage as a cozy scene from a classic film or mail-order catalog. But by spending 48 hours with a real couple, you’ll learn that in between the snuggling and pet names comes growling, bickering, silent treatments and maybe even a slammed door or two before they ultimately compromise. It will show you what married life is like, warts and all, so you won’t over-idealize the two-becomes-one phenomenon again.

** gilo apo nak nyebok kat newly wed house.

4. Don’t come home all night. That’s right, wild thing. Crash on a friend’s couch, take your friends up on that offer of a last-minute trip… Once you have a mate, you can’t just take off on your own without explanation. And, truthfully, you won’t want to. So if you don’t have someone you have to call and check in with every few hours, take this opportunity to check out!

**Done it zillion of times.

5. Stand up for a cause you care about. Whether you volunteer to help register voters for the next election (why not start early?) or convince your neighborhood or apartment complex to start recycling, get fired up over an issue while you have the time to devote to it. It will remind you that while, yes, finding your soul mate is pretty important, there are other issues at stake in the world that could use your help. And besides, the big-heartedness you’ll be cultivating is very attractive.

**DONE (xkan nak elaborate all the good stuff i did? habes pahala den)

6. Have a real adventure. Learn to fly a plane, surf some big waves, or start your own business. Give yourself a thrill by doing something just for you, just for the experience — without having someone at home worrying about you or nagging you not to. Oh, and one more gift with purchase: Think about how much fun you’ll have telling your next date about your daring experience.

**ALMOST DONE ( nak bungee jumping jek tggl)

7. Learn how to take care of yourself. Being solo shouldn’t keep you from cooking for yourself, so learn how to make an impressive meal for one (even if it’s mac and cheese with your own added favorite extra thrown in). While you’re at it, learn how to back up your hard drive and sew on replacement buttons. You’ll feel strong and self-sufficient — and you’ll be armed with skills to share when you are in a relationship.

**I love taking care of myself.heh

8. Buy something hugely impractical just because you love it. Once you’re in a relationship, you’ll start thinking about your partner before you purchase pricey items — not just “Will he or she hate it?” but “Is this where I want to be putting my money if we’re saving for a wedding?” The single life means a single bank account and an excuse to blow a wad of cash without (some of the) guilt. So, make yourself happy and buy something you crave, whether it’s an expensive vintage movie poster or a decked-out mountain bike.

**oh yeah... all those heels and tons of clothes. need i say more.

9. Develop a hobby. Learn to woodwork, play acoustic guitar, speak French, DJ on turntables, or make digital short films for fun. Of course you can (and should) still have hobbies when you’re dating someone, but your solo time is prime time to devote yourself to something that makes life more interesting for you — and makes you more interesting to others.

**my photog technic is improving. ah oui! Paris je taime!!

10. Be completely, utterly, wholly single for at least three months. Hopping wildly from one relationship to the next can do you a disservice. Why? Because you’re never more ripe for self-reflection than when you’re on your own — and the more you know yourself, the more likely you are to find someone who’s right for the real you.

**Like always.duh-huh

almost complete kan?? but i still want to continue doing No. 1,5,6,8,9,10. So, How?

an hour to go b4 im off to kampung

2010-09-09T15:50:00.002+08:00

TAKEN AT UNIVERSITY OF MELBOURNE, AUSTRALIA

bygone is bygone

2010-09-08T14:11:00.002+08:00

So you decided to see me out of the blue,
should i let you come over?
i think you're doing fine..
that girl in your arms does she know where you come from?

Almost made me move out of town,
you don't want me to be around, i stayed anyway,
just in case...

beautiful monster

2010-09-07T14:53:00.003+08:00

oh yeah.. raya is just around the corner. same ol' same ol' raya like always. might prolly next year would be different i guess. play it cool je this raya kan..orang bg lagu raya pun malas nak dgr.
i should be receiving a loud BOOOO from the audience if doing a one man show.
sorry.. but all I can think about now is finishing my final design. . but i don't feel left out cause i enjoy doing it ( hope the enjoyment would last).. its hard for me get into this kinda mood ok.. i need to keep the vibration in the same wavelength... with a lil' discrepancy, i might be off to s'pore or Pangkor. you'll never know. Perak pun boleh. gahhh... I always act on impulse.. but at the same time kinda control freak. boleh?

p/s: just a lil bit more to achieve my ramadhan target.. mushy boleh!yeah

eden nak masak lomang!

2010-09-02T07:58:00.003+08:00

morning peeps. selamat hari raya (especially to myself.hah). anyway, it seems that i lack the interest in writing this Ramadhan since I currently prefer posting photos as it can tell thousands of story (tp sbnrnya mmg xde idea pun sng cite). my raya holiday would only be the one stated on calender. not more nor less. *sigh. it is so hard to keep the annual leave when theres a lot of celebration going on. and for all i know its 3 month to go before December (lama gle x travel). good news is, I just got my first offer as wedding photog. At last my camera is made to good use besides taking self portrait.heh.

*raya mode is in*p/s: nak pki D90 boleh???

Families are like fudge - mostly sweet with a few nuts

2010-08-30T08:37:00.002+08:00

pose tak serius

pose tak serius lagi

pose serius

pose serius lagi

think tank

2010-08-28T14:11:00.003+08:00

i might not be the best person to say it right nor to judge people. but i do think, from what i've been taught, when Allah swt give us the blessing for breaking fast, it is cruel for us to neglect His order...

Feeling so Girl Power Today!

2010-08-26T09:54:00.001+08:00

reunited

2010-08-23T14:51:00.003+08:00

had a fun breaking fast date with primary schoolmates.. primary tuhz...12 years ago....I remember vividly, the first time we did breaking fast together which was last year, most of the topic were about studies, jobs and now, after a year, the topic drastically changed to marriage, wedding. it prolly because one of us are getting married( tapi sbnrnya sbb sorg tu pakcik die Rizalman.ceh) anyhow, im not surprise if the next up coming reunion, the topic is about babies, nak anta anak tuition, susu dah mahal..etc hahahahha

I ain't cooler than ya

2010-08-17T09:22:00.001+08:00

tbe2 je nak nigga2.eceh.

XOXO

2010-08-16T08:46:00.001+08:00

its 16th of August for the 24th times in my life. Thank you for the wish people!XOXO

Between the wish and the thing life lies waiting

2010-08-13T08:14:00.003+08:00

we improve more when being praise rather than criticize. In this case, my lil' bro has improve a lot in being a responsible boy. Since, alia came home for her summer break, we had him to lead us in prayers (sebelum ni ade jugak tp mcm malas2) we praised and gv encouragement for doing it ( tapi kadang2 kakak2 die demand suruh bc surah pendek2 je..LOL) I'm kinda grateful how he turns out. nanti b'day amir angah bg reward ekk..
and Ramadhan has been good for a start. i'm kinda like it. like they say, a good start is already half done. =)

fatigués mais heureux

2010-08-10T08:39:00.006+08:00

I'm kinda overwhelmed by the drastic change that happened throughout this past few weeks. from singular to plural, my lil' brother starts asking beauty tips from ( oh yeah, his growing up and becoming one of the hot stuff at school is hard to keep up) a few of my friends has already graduated in B.Arch. I"m going to move out with my sis and staying in Damansara which will take place in November. Classes was so hectic ( because it always collides with the time i need to socialize with my gfs) sbnrnya kelas anil tu lg kesian kot kan..heheheh.. i was so tired last weekend to the point when we went karaoke, I slept when they were busy singing... tomorrow is the start of Ramadhan. wish i can fulfill my aim this year. haiyakkkkkkkkkkk...

feels like fainting.tbe2 dh nmpk masjid kat luar tu.. -__-"

Keep it in Silence

2010-08-09T11:43:00.003+08:00

Reason for body aching II

2010-08-09T10:09:00.002+08:00

Aainaa and friend's Convocation Day.

Reason for body aching I

2010-08-09T09:53:00.004+08:00

Riadhi & Ida Pre-Wed

misi inspirasi

2010-08-04T10:56:00.003+08:00

currently I'm on a mission to read on as much of architecture book I can get. It started out about 2 weeks ago. the books actually varies from architecture book and my all time fav genre- inspirational books. So, early morning at 7am as i reach KL Sentral, I would have breakfast at McD. I would order McD breakfast special, rotating the four meal with a coffee each time. So, i would use the time there to finish at least a chapter of the book. This morning, due to a sleep deprivation, terlelap sambil baca. @_@

so, keep in mind that i should have an adequate sleep in order for the mission to succeed.

terkial-kial nak study, sbb blk rumah kopem tdo pnye....

mises à jour actuelles

2010-08-03T15:43:00.003+08:00

*I only manage to recover 10% of my deleted photo. better than nothing huh?
*Is in a Boredom of Oz
*Just realized that it has been almost 4 month since she had traveled far far away
Someone in the office did a counting on a number of time I'm mentioning Air Asia is now flying to Korea (stress ok!)
*August, September, October, November, December.......4 month to go -___-"
*I think i can plan a short trip in between those month...nak pegi pegi...........s'pore sbb pic album s'pore sume hancusss.....
*design progress sgt lembab mcm tisu..
*sgt berharap Ramadhan thn ni lebih baik dari tahun lepas yg penuh dgn lara...........
*always likes to take photo, but when someone asked, 'nak amik gamba bley?'.. what the hell kann..
*hunger for inspirationn urghhh.. nak jalan2 tgk bangunan..*sigh

one of the recovered photo

p/s: i hope i wont get Alzheimer and forget that i've been to those places... makan kismis bnyk2..

remember how hard it is to change yourself, think about changing other people, almost impossible.

2010-08-03T09:58:00.005+08:00

August is a month where i likes to talk about growth. Ring a bell to those who knows ( x perlu bg reminder ye). Age is just a number. Growing old is mandatory growing up is optional. that is why a half century man can act like a boy who just hit puberty and a mother and daughter can look like sisters when out in public. nonetheless, there always a kid in everyone of us especially in having fun. imagine doing fun stuff the adults way? errrr.. A TOTAL BOREDOM! so, brings out the kid in you when having fun! baru best cenghitu..

This period in the early 20's where you already have a basic idea of who you are, what you want, though it might not be thoroughly cook, but the seeds of idea has already planted in our minds (ye mmg terpengaruh dgn Inception)... This young thoughts so to say is fresh, virgins and yet to be challenge in the real world and when challenges comes, we are force to challenge the thought.. its either change the thought or stick to it no matter what..the thought becomes a standing ego. I'm too at guilt of trying to be always right all the time. but soon I realized there is always a 2 side of everything. good and bad, right and wrong, winning and losing, it just depends on at which angle you see it.. im a bit tone down at the arguing part. kadang2 malas nak argue. arguing with a fool, there are 2 fools. let bygone be bygone.

itula die perkara yg berlaku bila menghadapi hari2 tua. LOL

2010-07-29T17:12:00.001+08:00

gamba pengantin plg skit.. LOL

2010-07-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

‎"Do you know what is better than charity and fasting and prayer? It is keeping peace and good relations between people, as quarrels and bad feelings destroy mankind." [Bukhari & Muslim]

2010-07-28T14:34:00.003+08:00

i hate to write when the moods are at sucky level. that explain the short hiatus. even attending wedding seems like a task ( tapi xpela, nak tgk alia pki baju rizalman pastu duduk kat pelamin naz great idea's..mesmerizing..) but anyhow, never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience. so, i supposed i hv tons of experiences.
anyhow, i still have faith cause faithful in small things is where the strength lies.

esokla post gamba kawen..

Give Me Back My Broken Parts

2010-07-22T09:29:00.001+08:00

2nd hope

2010-07-20T17:19:00.004+08:00

I asked the head of IT department whether he can recover the files I had deleted in the office PC. Particularly my travel photos which i had initially stored in that PC before I own my less-than-month-old-stolen-laptop. macam xde harapan tapi masih berharap...harap2 la..... T_T

T_T

2010-07-19T15:43:00.006+08:00

the my-house-got-burgled-and-I-lost-my-less-than-a-month-old-laptop incidents still bugs me. who's house got burgled more than three times?
anyway, that morning after the police arrived doing their investigation thingy, i rushed to attend this futsal charity organize by a good friend which i had promise to take part. despite the bitter pill i had to swallow, i tell you it was hard but i glad i did it. had fun meeting the kid of Rumah Amal Bestari.
this girl caught my eyes, annisa ( im bad at remembering names..rase nye betul la tu kot)..

me: lawanya clown tu buat kan bunga..
annisa: akak amik la belon bunga ni.
me: eh, mn boleh. bwk la baik main kat rumah.
annisa: saya bukan ade sape2 pun.

i swear i could have cried that instance. but i do went teary. the kid at 10 years old can be so strong despite knowing their condition. mine was 1% of what they hv been through kan..
Treasure your relation not possessions.

numb

2010-07-17T10:43:00.004+08:00

i don't know what is more devastated than having your house broken into and your laptop that u just bought a month ago got stolen on your first day of class.

mimpi mushy

2010-07-14T14:40:00.004+08:00

im in paranoia.

btw, zal which part of my writings that inspired u? i wonder.

back to the story.they were talking about design classes over lunch. i had a very delicious lunch thank you. Common words i heard ' ala, student UM mesti power design'. aku stress di situ. hish. you just dont know the pressure they had put by saying that. OMG. but i do felt quite relief about the fact that i'm not going to be in the same studio with my colleagues. kalau tak mesti lagi stress. I CANNOT STAND COMPARISON! jahat skit. maaf ya.but honestly, when it comes to designing, my self esteem sinks at the bottom. yeah. but now, trying to turn on a new leaf so that the mind thinks otherwise. *happy thought*happy thought*

anyway, this is how i spent my last weekend of freedom.

water massage, satey sedap, sotong paul sedap.. nyum2..

ok!

SEMANGAT DESIGN KEMBALI!! haiyakkkkkkkkkk!

konon la xde weekend plan..hahahah

2010-07-13T12:30:00.000+08:00

ni ape!!!

-___-"

so it begins

2010-07-13T10:16:00.003+08:00

i treated people the way that i want to be treated.
please don't get it wrong.
it will create awkwardness, silences that distance the friendship that had bonded, if u think otherwise.
sometimes ignorance is bliss.
but the ignorance i did drives me nuts.
yes. i finally confessed.

***

letargi hati.
tapi masih mampu berdiri
dan berlari.

its what you do, not what happen matters

2010-07-13T08:47:00.004+08:00

how do you react when someone said, ' i dreams about you last night?' not once but thrice.. not to mention to write them in case it'll be forgotten. It was indeed shocking but knowing them all this while, I couldn't be bothered. might be i don't usually dream while sleeping, that people get me in their dreams. ye. positip habes! LOL
whatever it is, my holiday weekend ended last week. sob sob. though it was filled with activities. it is hard to accept that I ain't gonna have no weekend no more. hoping that the studio lecturer is lenient towards the student. Aminn 100x..

tibe2 cuak plak nak design.

gulp!

ok bye.

Partner & Co.

2010-07-06T10:57:00.003+08:00

i would prolly felt better if Alia had put Mursyidah Ismail & Family.
-__-"

like old times!

2010-07-04T16:23:00.004+08:00

-when sisters stand shoulder to shoulder, who stands a chance against us?

sounds boring but nottttttt

2010-06-30T08:03:00.004+08:00

when asked, ' mushy ko ni x ske main game,x tgk movie dvd kat rumah pun ko x ske, abih tu kat rumah ko buat ape je?'

my ans may sounds boring, when not socializing with my girlfriends, i like to read articles, books, play scrabbles, do crafty things.

but seriously, computer games doesn't interest me at all. farmville pun x penah main kot.
but i felt good when my sis confirmed, ' takpe ngah, ko tak main game kurang wat mende2 lara nih'

terima kasih.

football fever.

2010-06-29T11:09:00.004+08:00

so not me. but am having sleep deprive. not because of watching the match, but doing this instead,
huargggggggggggggghhhhh!! ngantuk weyh!!!

jula july

2010-06-28T16:44:00.003+08:00

I am this close to be fully prepare for the upcoming semester (can u see my thumb and my index finger are almost touching).. IF only i can stop making plans for the weekends of July.. oh god.
it is yet to be July...-___-"

mmg nak kena gari kaki dekat gril pintu rumah nih....

A Surprise Encounter

2010-06-25T15:54:00.004+08:00

I blog about them and their newspaper article 2 months ago. Since i'm a traveler at heart, what they are doing ignites my travel senses. and guess what, after 2 month since i blog about them, we've met! i went for lunch with mama, and as she park the car, i notice their caravan with the logo of their website which at glance were so familiar. I'm lucky that the couple are still inside their caravan. They gave a tour inside it, we chat about their journey share their experiences they are very friendly and warm french couple...skrg kaki aku dah gatal nak jalan2 dah ni..LOL

sis2sis

2010-06-25T08:22:00.002+08:00

one thing I like when my sister is back for he summer break, besides having her to do all the house chores ( ayot sgt rajen!!), is that i hv actually hv someone to tell my stories which is the full version of everything without any doubts. both my sisters knows everything.sisters are the best gossipers. haha. just recently we shared a common understanding about hows life is. karma is a word to describe how life rules work. which i supposes to be translated just like the Scorpion song- what you give you get back. don't get me wrong, karma in my term is not a believes as what in Buddhism is all about. its a word to tell that what goes around comes around. tracking back life, we can actually see what happens to ppl who once did bad things to us and what wrong things we do to ppl made us. though it is not our position to say serve them right nor as to take revenge. redha sudey.heh .. it is hard to keep your heads down while moving forward. theres a thin lines that divides being confident and a snob. Whatever it is, living a life in contentment is the best.

“Bukanlah dikatakan kaya itu sebagai banyak harta. Akan tetapi kekayaan sebenar itu adalah kekayaan jiwa” [al-Bukhari 6446]

tantrum

2010-06-23T16:17:00.005+08:00

my personal doctor said, its no use suffering over the pain.
without thinking any further, i took 2 of the paracetamol.

lega.

and now i wish that i would never have to walk alone.
coming not from the Arsenal.

rascal!

2010-06-16T14:04:00.002+08:00

that rascal face!
tapi skrg saya baik!

n nasib mama reti buat haristyle cover telinga yg mcm master yoda tuh!
and the dress i'm wearing is mom's design. cool heh..

reached the target!

2010-06-14T10:03:00.001+08:00

the sales covered my Jakarta flight tix!! ubber awesome!!

This is my Weekend!

2010-06-10T17:02:00.003+08:00

you want me to paint your face. but don't ask me to paint your fav supeheros. sensitip ok!

eenie meenie

2010-06-10T11:33:00.002+08:00

I rather face the humiliation now than having to regret it for the rest of my life.

thank you.

she is not.

2010-06-09T09:13:00.000+08:00

and she will not.

greatest touch-up artist of all

2010-06-08T15:14:00.001+08:00

rase tak best.
can retail therapy do the trick?

use the force mushy!

2010-06-04T14:09:00.002+08:00

Don't get mad at people for not changing the way that you've wanted, when you didn't change that way that you've wanted.

You get more when you are giving more but not by asking for more.

So, making a list of what you want in a life partner when you couldn't care less perfecting yourself to become one is an act of self-centered person.

So be one and you'll get one.

simple math.

STOP RIGHT NOW. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

2010-06-03T16:03:00.002+08:00

The Jolly June

2010-06-03T11:52:00.003+08:00

the third time i clicked on the new post. the last 2 i ended up writing nothing.hah.Anyway, i'm still on a sem-break which i felt is so looooooooooong. from April up until July. am not complaining of the holidays ok. i'm more than grateful. the registration for the next sem has not open yet, but i'd already plan to skip some classes. i feel bad. but i would feel like a loser if i have to miss the family day for the second time. it sucky being left out. just hope the date doesnt fall on my family day activities. and for the first time, my b'day is during ramadhan. ngaji bg khatam ok!!! it seems that now, most of my weekend is occupied by activities. and starting July its going to be class, class and more classes.

2010-06-02T08:43:00.001+08:00

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself in any direction you choose.
You're on your own.
And you know what you know.
You are the guy who'll decide where to go.
~Dr. Seuss

choose your love, and love your choice

2010-05-31T17:02:00.004+08:00

a few changes in the office after 3 days of hols.
a colleague just got married.
a new architect coming in. and the guys in the project team kinda disappointed because less and less woman are joining the office..haha
and i'm kinda excited to go back home to start for the project i've been planning to do.
I feel me bebeh!
it was an exciting experience taking wedding photo...capturing moments of happiness makes you forget the tiredness.

"Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction"

sexy toilet for the sexy people

2010-05-31T08:32:00.003+08:00

setelah gigih untuk cubaan mentutp pintu bilik air,

anil: makcik, pintu bilik air tu x boleh nak tutup la.

mak aida: ha, itu la namanya bilik air sexy!

-__-"

LMAO!

i still think sleep is the best meditation

2010-05-26T09:41:00.003+08:00

one day, the guys were talking about their guy friend who just got dumped by his gf. they were talking about the possible reason blah blah. then, i blurted out, ' ish kesian nye.. ak pun penah kena reject. ego kn campak longkang je rase'... but to my surprise, the guys were shocked to here the statement. ' ko pun penah kena reject??!! ko, klu kena reject sah org tu buta'.. hmmm.. but i dont feel proud at all.
terhina ade la.

tunggu nasi kerabu ku mari.

2010-05-25T16:15:00.002+08:00

ok . this is a write up out of boredom. i asked for work but still there is none. so i'm innocent kay. it was bless and now its a curse. oh god. i'm just quite confuse right now. supposedly architect are the one who would ask a balaci like me to do work, but then again recently the architect are the one who came back and forth to my table asking how did i do it, etc2... ak mintak ak buat ko tak nak bg..huh..see.. i'm innocent.. so here iam, in front of the pc, refreshing the FB, blog,tweets and emails for updates. pathetic sungguh. plus ym-ing with zal. she too is bored. gay partner yg kebosanan. 2-2 tggu gaji.LOL according tu zal, if she has a bf right now, he prolly be jealous of me for doing stuff together too much with her. harap2 bf ko nnt x psycho ye zal. because, to be jealous of me is a waste of time. seriously.

i have small hands

2010-05-25T15:20:00.003+08:00

~ Relationships ó of all kinds ó are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but mostly it will be spilled. A relationships is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost. ~ Kahlil Jamison

still +ve about it.

2010-05-25T08:25:00.002+08:00

maybe sebab pg tadi pakai flats. jalan pun mcm kemetot je seiringan dgn ibuk2 cleaner dekat kl sentral, polisi tu mintak tgk ic. tak pun sebab dah selalu sgt ulang alik dari seberang muka pun dah ala ala. hish. ye2.. arwah atuk mmg dulu pure minang. boleh la, tu alasan yg relevan. tp stress jugak. =( what a way to start a day. polis imegresen yg bengong. huh!

While we are free to choose our actions, we are not free to choose the consequences of our actions

2010-05-24T14:10:00.003+08:00

have ever met someone who always stories about his misfortune? for the first few stories i would prolly be sorry for him, but once the same story has been going around your circle of friends and more and more stories of misfortune has been heard, u must be thinking, apasal la mamat ni kisah hidup pathetic gle... It seem like he has been telling the stories to everyone to gain sympathies so that everyone would feel sorry for him and would lend him a helping hand. i'm not that cold hearted person that doesn't seem to care, but as i can remember vividly in one of ceramah agama on tv, the whole world doesnt need to know about bad things that happens in your life, because this will make us weak at handling it. furthermore, Allah swt is not cruel to fall a misfortune to his creation without any reason. Andddd Allah swt wouldn't help someone who wouldn't help himself. So, if there is a continues of misfortune fell upon you, would you blame the god???

"We only send the messengers to give Glad Tidings and to give warnings: But the unbelievers dispute with vain argument, in order therewith to weaken the truth, and they treat My Signs as a jest, as also the fact that they are warned!" 018.056

blur lagi

2010-05-21T17:18:00.002+08:00

colleague 1: aku rase kan mamat minat kat ko. tadi ingatkan tu album ko, ghupenya album die yg belambak gamba ko.

me: aah.. tapi ak rase biase je.. dah nak buat profile pic dah satu gamba yg die amik tu..mcm cun je..

colleague 2: ko jangan.. nanti mesti dah masuk perangkap tu..die mmg ade tny2 pasal ko pun..

me: hish..yeke.. ak tak perasan pun... nasib korg bgth.. blur sungguh..

i just don't get it.. but if its words from a guy about another guy, i believe it. though in certain circumstances it depends
sememamngnya masih tak hilang lagi blur case mushy ni...

darah manis

2010-05-20T17:45:00.002+08:00

ramai dah kaum berdarah manis kat ofis ni... so sweet, but i think that i'm the one who's having a sweet tooth compare to them which are having it literally. hari2 pun nak air manis, ice cream ( sundae caramel burger king!!! sedap plus boleh bayar pakai touch n go) Anyway, theres a colleague who already registered for their wedding but she seldom met her husband saying that we haven't done it according to the religion .
-abih tu dating2 pun tak?
-takde.
- ala ko dah kawen dating jela, halal dah pun. nak kena pusing2 kat api tu dulu ekk??
- yela
..waahhh.. I never been to an Indian wedding. mest best.. macam dalam cite hindustan tu.. i'm just good at imagining things.hah! even this weekend i'm full with wedding invitation. ape lagi teman mama..lalalala.. the only daughter who like going to weddings..lalalalala
sememangnya kena teman sbb xdela mama kempunan tgk anak sendiri naik pelamin.. tgk anak org lain pun takpe..lol

gimme the force!

2010-05-20T08:29:00.003+08:00

one thing about being an adult is that you have to constantly monitor yourself for personal growth, challenge yourself to be better at things, always moving forward. tapi kan kalau la ade ujian kematangan/kemajuan untuk setiap umur, macam tingkatan 5 ade SPM, form 3 ade PMR kan senang. atleast we will be more prepare to reach the bench mark of maturity growth at each age level. ok. this is sort of a quixotic idea. but the thing is, in order to move forward we need to excite ourselves from our comfortable zone. as for me, having to work at peace in a small office even with a low pay (xpe janji hati ku tenang dan senang), but i get freedom in working, easier to travel etc2 makes me feel so in a comfort zone. I know i should change office to gain more experience blah blah blah kan... but the thing is i hate when you dont know whats coming (adventure yg involve kerja mmg i dont like ok) really chicken me off. nanti kang ofis br lg x best camne? huh..coz when i heard of other ppl experience which are mostly -ve, makes me feel grateful that i still remain in here. not that i dont learn anything new, banyak je blajar kat cni. it just that when u are used to be in the same place for too long the experience growth rate tends to decrease. mcm malas2 skit.. tapi adela blaja skit2. moreover, i'm still studying, so it'll be troublesome nanti kang.. BANYAK PULAk ALASAN!! hish!!! use the force mushy, use the force!!!!!

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way'

kalau skrg happy kenapa nak berubah?? i think i need to redefine what happiness means.. it should be broader honey!!!! bukannya the freedom to facebooking while working!!!! wahahahhaha

-___-" yeah yeah....org yg tahu tapi malas nak amik tahu. asyik2 nanti nanti dan nanti, dah mati baru tahu.sentap.

a coffee a day keeps the migraine away!

2010-05-18T17:39:00.001+08:00

ironi kekentalan

2010-05-17T21:52:00.004+08:00

you really want to see me wearing louis vuitton hand bag with a matching pair of jimmy choo high heels, wait till i'm driving bmw convertible.i think because ppl are rich that is why they wear designers not by wearing designers makes them rich. takksn la nak pki beg LV pastu naik komuter.lol. tp kdg2 tgk ibuk2 dlm train nak ke pelabuhan klang pun pki beg LV pun satu ironi.
and it doesnt surprise me if rich ppl r snob, the one that humble with what they own inspired me the most. apa2 pun kaya budi bhs lg best. the world is full of abundance. anyone can get rich. but it takes yrs of hardship to become an overnight success. xpe lets get rich n we'll be closer to the day of Resurrection.tp klu hr2 kate x cukup duit ble la kala nak cukup.right?
biar la pki bj cap ayam je dlu, janji ilmu penuh di dada, dan sume tmpt dh travel.lol.

dont let the rat race steals away your happiness and your peace of mind.

Climb This Hill 10x Then Set to Mt.Kinabalu

2010-05-17T12:43:00.002+08:00

i thought i want to slashed off conquering Mt. Kinabalu from my wish list. tapi dah Afundi masuk balik.LOL. we'll see how it goes.

the sun is setting but its not over yet.

2010-05-14T17:14:00.003+08:00

I always saw this kind off sun set at my house, but so damn lazy to capture it. I just love the tones of colors. Reminds me of ice cream flavour in Baskin Robbins. yummeh! i'm sucker for Maggi and Ice cream lately..

Just Beyond The Sunset

2010-05-14T10:35:00.006+08:00

Just beyond the sunset
Someone waits for me
Just beyond the sunset
Lies my destiny
Where the purple mountains
Lie in deep tranquillity
There I’ll find the treasure
Of love eternally

Just beyond the sunset
Waits someone so fair
Just beyond the sunset
All alone they wait there
Their hair is golden
The colour of the sand
Their eyes sparkle in the night
Like diamonds in your hand

Just beyond the sunset
Lies a home for me
Where the world is peaceful
Like a paradise should be
Just beyond the sunset
Someday is where you’ll find me

Written - July or Aug 1966

2010-05-12T12:54:00.000+08:00

sekarang ni busy yang tak best sangat.=(

morning tantrum

2010-05-06T08:56:00.003+08:00

i wish i have all the answer to all you questions
Even google can't help
when they asked, 'when is your turn?'
I'll go to Air asia website and book a ticket (kadang2 jela kot)
haish.
i just dont want to turn up like the new colleague.
scare shitless weyh...

Its ok if you fall wearing heels.

2010-05-05T15:43:00.001+08:00

even the pros had their bad days...

before i turn off the pc

2010-05-04T18:39:00.002+08:00

it made me smile =)

rase x sehat mampu senyum je..klu sehat dah lama gelak pecah perut.LOL

LETS MAKE ALPHA TEAM THE WINNER

2010-05-04T16:58:00.002+08:00

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